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Finally it was lunch. I was starving. I got in line to get some food, and then I sat down on the usual table that Nmjoon and I sit at. I sat down and waited for Namjoon. A few minutes passed by and suddenly I heard a small whisper "Hi." I looked up and saw Namjoon. "Uh why are you whispering?" I asked. "I'm surprised you'd still want to be my friend. " Namjoon quietly said. I started at him with a blank expression. "What?" I laughed. He was acting weird. "What you said to me this morning" He replied, with a nervous face. That's when it hit me, Namjoon and Jin. I guess that nap I took in English class cleared my head. I chuckled. "Come with me" I threw away my trash and started to head towards the schools roof.
"You're not going to kill me right? Namjoon voice tumbled. God this kid. I'm his best friend. I would never do that. I sighed. "No joonie. Just wanted a more private place." I heard Namjoon sigh of relief. Once we got there I sat in the edge. I mentioned namjoon to come and sit next to me, which he did. There was long silence. I knew Namjoon wouldn't speak, so I did. "What are you thinking about?" I asked, staring at the sky. "N-nothing hyung" "Kim Namjoon" I growled. Mostly because I hate it when he calls me that. It makes me feel so old. I find it weird. "Okay! Just, I'm scared that you might hate me. And that you might expose me. And that you might not want to be my best f reins anymore and tha-" "Dude calm down" I interrupted him. I looked at him and he was starting at the ground, avoiding any eye contact with me. "Bro, you really think I'm going to hate you because you're gay or some shit?" I acted as if I was offended. I really wasn't, knowing that in Korea, being anything like that would be 'bad' and 'unacceptable.' "Yeah" he replied. Another silence. "Well surprise hoe. I'm gay." I smirked. "W-what? Really? When? How? Why'd you never tell me?" He stared at me with wide eyes. I sighed, maybe this is the time to tell him.
"Remember when I told you about that abusive relationship I had with my 'girlfriend'?" I asked. "Mmhm" I looked at him. His face soft. "Well my girlfriend wasn't actually a girl. It was a boy." I blurted out. "Oh..." "Yeah. But oh well." "Thanks you, Yoon" He leaned and rested his head in my shoulder. I smiled and patted his knee. "Welcome, I don't care what you are as long as it's not harming you or anyone. Just for you to be happy." I heard a soft sob. I looked down and my heart broke. Joonie crying a scene my hear can't take. "Dude don't cry. You're ruining my hoodie" "oh. Sorry." He lifted his head away from my shoulder. I grabbed his hand. "Don't cry. There's no need to cry." He nodded. Some time went by and his cries softly went away. "What are you going to tell grandma?" I asked him. He smirked. "Oh she already knows. But I'm pretty sure she'd like to know about you." "You son of a bitch. Well dose she know you relationship with Jin?" I glared. He smiled this time, "obviously and she approves." I rolled my eyes.
"Hey, Jin texted me saying that if we'd like to go to his lace for dinner?" "Sure, damn you know where he lives? I hope his place doesn't stink like if you guys tried to make a baby" I scrunched up my nose. Joonie blushes. "Okay then. After school we'll go." "Dude, we only have one class left. We skipped lunch and biology." "What the heck!" Namjoon started to panic. "All right calm down smarty pants. I'll come up with and excuse tomorrow. Let's just go to Jin right now." He sighed and nodded. "He's at home soo he can come and pick us up." "Woah isn't he supposed to be at school?" I raised my eyebrows. I hope he isn't a bad influence. "Oh he may or may not be 2 years older than me...? And he has a different class schedule.." I felt my mouth hang open. " Dude what the hell. What if he's trying to do something. What if he tried to kidnap you? What if he tri-". "Shut up and calm you small chilli pepper down. I've been with him for 8 months." He rolled his eyes at me. I shot him a death glare. "FYI my dick isn't small. It's huge. Bigger than you're future with Jin." I said satisfied with my answer. He rolled his eyes. "Whatever lets just take the bus.
And so we did that.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I'm so sorry I didn't update for 2 days. And to make it up for you I made a long chapter. Hopefully you guys like it:) ❤️
I'm soft for namgi. There like the most cutest babies. :')
Anyways I'll try to update tomorrow ❤️
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Boys ~ Yoonmin
Fiksi Penggemar"I love you" "......" I ran away. Not because I wanted to reject him, but because I thought he was going to hurt me again like 'he' did. In which Yoongi is afraid to love again.