Read the A.N at the end please, it's important
(Camilas p.o.v)
Today was the last day of coachella, post brought me out here perform with him, i had been debating whether or not to though, Dinah was here. It had been a month since she decided to call it quits. To say how I took it well I'm Depressed, she had left me depressed. Although all the cheating and heartbreak she's done to me, I am still deeply in love with her.I met up with post Malone about a week after the breakup and we wrote some songs for his upcoming album together. I know Dinah was gonna be in the crowd tonight. She'd been bugging about watching his performance for months. A little disclaimer that she might not want to know is I'm performing 'I fall apart' tonight. I didn't want to release it as a single but it's all my feelings put into a song and I felt today was an appropriate day to perform it.
I knew that me performing today was going to cause a lot of drama between me and the girls, aside from Normani, she'd been there for me, from the band splitting, to dinahs cheating, the breakup, my depression and drug abuse Til' now, she's my best friend and I thank her so much for her support.
I was broken out of my thoughts when I heard a familiar voice coming from the outside of my dressing room. "Hey mila it's me" a deep voice rang. Opening the door I saw Post. "I missed you" I squealed and hugged him. He chuckled "someone is outside waiting to see you, but um.... Oh right, show starts at seven so meet me in my room like at 6:30 " he told me with bloodshot eyes, low as hell. This asshole was high. He started walking towards the door but then did a dramatic ass 360 turn. "I got you some kush" he said handing me the pill bottle. I took the container from his hands and set it down on my vanity. "Thank you post, you can let that girl in if you want, I'll see you in a few hours" I waved at him.
There was a knock at my door, or more like loud frantic bangs. So I rushed to the door and opened it only to have that person fall on me, which caused both of us to land on the ground. "Wow mani, you squashed the girl" I heard a raspy voice from above us. "Shut up lo and help me get up" I stared at my two former band mates. "You just gonna lay there or?" Normani asked me. I got up and hugged her "I missed you so fucking much mani, but why is she here" I whispered in her. Normani pulled away and walked over to the couch.
"You two come sit" I looked back at Lauren and walked towards the couch, slumping down on it. I saw mani glare at Lauren, which caused the green eyed girl to sigh "I umm wanted to see how you where doing" Lauren spoke as she sat beside me. "Oh I'm very peachy thanks for asking" i answered with the fakest smile ever. "As much as I love your sarcasm, I'm being genuinely honest, I miss you" Lauren told me. I pushed aside my thoughts on all the dumb remarks I would say and let her talk. "We all miss you" she started "Bullshit" I mumbled to myself which caused a smack on the forehead by Normani. "Let her finish dickhead" I nodded my head for her to continue.
"Like I was saying we all miss you, I know that your relationship with Dinah has caused you to do a lot of salvage things but she's not on the right path either" I looked up at Normani to see if Lauren was lying, which I knew she wasn't, I just needed confirmation. She nodded and I sighed. "I'll talk to her after the performance, thank you for coming lo" I gave her an awkward side hug. She got up to her feet and I thought I had crossed the line but she pulled me up with her and gave me a longing hug that I've needed. "Also I'm sorry for taking dinahs side, you were my best friend and I trusted someone else other than you" she quietly said.
"Okay we get it, now give me my mila back" Normani pulled us apart and shoved my g pen in my face. "What's this?" She asked. I took it from her and took a hit. "It calms my anxiety, wanna try it" I suggested to both of my former band mates. While Normani shook her head no, Lauren nodded. "Okay so you press this button and inhale until I tell you to stop" she did as I said "okay now let go" she released a large white cloud. "It's nothing strong, you'll just feel relaxed" I told Lauren as I seen her face panic, I guess she felt it take effect. "Ladies I have to go, feel free to make yourself comfortable, just don't touch my weed" I said and walking towards the door "you gonna watch me perform" I asked Normani. "I'll be out as soon as I hear your name, right upfront" she grinned "BREAK A LEG!" Both Lauren and Normani yelled as I walked out.
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"I wanna thank everybody who came out, today I brought a good ole friend of mine. Please welcome the famous CAMILA CABELLO!" Post shouted into the mic.Hey losers ❤️ Merry belated Christmas,
tomorrow pt. 2 to this will be up.
Like I always say, I don't proofread but I hope you like. 💗
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Caminah one shots
FanfictionI thought everybody would like to see how i feel about caminah, so here i am writing some one shots about my ship. (Camila G!P)