Josh POV
As I pushed to the ground I was paralysed teacher came running through some teachers even wittiness the tackle and they also saw Tyler's secret that was not a secret anymore but they didn't care about Tyler they ignored the those deep cuts " JOSH ARE YOU OK!!"A teacher as crouching beside me with worry I can't respond then all of a sudden I blacked out for 15 minutes as images played through my head of Tyler run to the abandoned asylum even though I didn't see him run there he's on the top floor and there 5 floors in the building anyway.
Waking up and I'm strapped to a stretcher and 2 paramedics by ether side of me they noticed I was awake and told me I was going to hospital I used up all my strength to free an arm take off the oxygen mask and throwing it onto the ground.
As one of the paramedics picked it up I free my other arm and my legs at both paramedics try's to keep me pinned down on the stretcher with the rest of my strength I free my self from there grip and jumping off the stretcher onto the ground.
Running towards the asylum by remembering by the images will I pass out.Realising that one of the paramedics was chasing me and the other following behind in the ambulance, half way there I started walking to get my breath back forgetting about the paramedics, hearing the ambulance sirens that were right behind me and the tackle of a paramedic that missed me.
Running faster to escape the paramedic that was behind me but not losing the ambulance ditching the side walk in to the garden of someone's house the ambulance went down the street thing that I was hoping garden to garden coming out of the garden was a big mistake there was the paramedic that I lost a few moments ago sprinting faster and faster to abandoned asylum making sure I lost both ambulance and paramedic I found the asylum but guess who showed up just as I enter yip them two again the paramedics going up to the top floor as the paramedics have trouble getting out of the ambulance.
Finally got to the top finding Tyler right at the edge the two paramedics finally caught up see Tyler standing there looking down at the ground "You two morons better keep your mouth shut I can talk Tyler out of this is it wasn't for you I could of lost a friend or my lead singer"
"Alright we should of left you go but we would of if you took us"
"You idiots you pinned me to the stretcher so can you do me a favour and shut up"
One of the paramedics muttered under his breath "Alright you didn't have to go that far"
I turn around and give them a hard stare turn back around and said "Hey Ty, what ever going on we I mean, I can help you"
"No can't Josh you try but it just come back to this Josh" I got an idea it may work.
"Am i the only one I know?" A paramedic ask what am doing I told him that "Tyler been saying these line to try and make a song or start our own band" he nod I turn back around he not looking straight down any more he looking straight on that where I got and another great idea I just fill in the lines that Tyler was stuck on to complete his song
"Am I the only one I know
Waging my wars behind my face and above my throat
Shadows will scream that I'm alone
I-I-I I've got a migraine
And my pain will range from up, down, and sideways
Thank God it's Friday cause Fridays will always be better than Sundays
'Cause Sundays are my suicide days
I don't know why they always seem so dismal
Thunderstorms, clouds, snow and a slight drizzle
Whether it's the weather or the ledges by my bed
Sometimes death seems better than the migraine in my head
Let it be said what the headache represents
It's me defending in suspense
It's me suspended in a defenseless test
Being tested by a ruthless examiner
That's represented best by my depressing thoughts
I do not have writer's block my writer just hates the clock
It will not let me sleep I guess I'll sleep when I'm dead
And sometimes death seems better than the migraine in my head
Am I the only one I know
Waging my wars behind my face and above my throat
Shadows will scream that I'm alone
But I know, we've made it this far, kid
Yeah yeah yeah
I am not as fine as I seem
Pardon, me for yelling and telling you green gardens
Are not what's growing in my psyche, it's a different me
A difficult beast feasting on burnt down trees
Freeze frame, please let me paint a mental picture portrait
Something you won't forget, it's all about my forehead
And how it is a door that hold's back contents
That makes Pandora's box contents look non-violent
Behind my eyelids are islands of violence
My mind ship-wrecked this is the only land my mind could find
I did not know it was such a violent island
Full of tidal waves, suicidal crazed lions
They're trying to eat me, blood running down their chin
And I know that I can fight, or I can let the lion win
I begin to assemble what weapons I can find
'Cause sometimes to stay alive you gotta kill your mind
Am I the only one I know
Waging my wars behind my face and above my throat
Shadows will scream that I'm alone
But I know, we've made it this far, kid
And I will say that we should take a day to break away
From all the pain our brain has made, the game is not played alone
And I will say that we should take a moment and hold it
And keep it frozen and know that life has a hopeful undertone
And I will say that we should take a day to break away
From all the pain our brain has made, the game is not played alone
And I will say that we should take a moment and hold it
And keep it frozen and know that life has a hopeful undertone
Am I the only one I know
Waging my wars behind my face and above my throat
Shadows will scream that I'm alone
But I know, we've made it this far, kid
Made it this far
Made it this far"
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The Broken Band
FanfictionThere this boy this boy is quite barely speak so shy he never speaks not even to a teacher what is this boys talents and what is he like ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ WARNING ⚠️ SELF HARM, DEPRESSION, ATTEMPTS SUICIDE, POSSIBLE SWEARING (Sor...