The Broken Band

Josh side of life

Josh THOUGHTS
I can't not believe that Tyler actually still doing basketball I mean a small skinny shy boy is playing a team game that needs effort need to speak up and well avoid getting kill by those muscle boy that huge.
But let's talk about me for a bit you have no idea why I started hanging around with Tyler and so far not great my past is not that great I had a few bullies in primary ok maybe a lot well let's take about this year and this year only Tyler is trying to amid that he been beating his self up but he can't get his words out I understand that maybe every that happened to him in school had made him do this to himself I feel bad for him I want to do more for him well I did as much as I can I save him from that crazy psycho that knocked him out but that leads to me getting knocked out as well but it's worth it he my only friend and I helped him finish migraine but that the less I could do.

I never seen Tyler house before and what's his parents are like but anyway I can ask him if I could come over this weekend I mean what can go wrong nothing I mean I can't imagine what could go wrong anyway as I'm thinking about this I'm playing the drums my arm are going all floppy and sore I played way to much I don't think I can pick up a paper clip or just a peace of paper but who cares I keep playing till my arms fall off there's no way I'm stopping just because of pain I finish my practice time and go to class anyway I'm losing the plot of what happening in my head.

I have a feeling that not just bullies have brought Tyler trying to comment suicide there something else but I don't know what it is but I'm scared to find out what, what just happened ... no don't tell me I just hesitate to hit a drum come on Josh your not like yourself today just have to get back in to your head back on track
Uh what ever I just got to keep my head in the game.