Tyler THOUGHTS
Yes I know it's not like me playing basketball but it's all I could do, I pulled one off the planks off the floor to find my secret posters and I may of kept that panic! At the disco CD I pulled out one of my posters it was a poster of Brendon in his high heeled boots that are bright red at almost went up his hole legs I placed it down beside me taking out another poster it was another one of Brendon.
Dam is his forehead ready that big because if so then god dam he must be smart person.
Why not I may as well search my dads CD's again maybe just maybe I find another Panic! At the disco CD.
I head downstairs and I looked behind the stairs to find the great pile of CD's has grown I picked up the CD on the top to discover a new band called Sleeping With Sirens I took the CD with me and look at the back off the case i choice a song that was called Kick Me I didn't understand at first why it was called that then all of a sudden I close my eye for a few moments and I picture my school stage I was sitting at the back of the stage in the centre the people where playing the song to my left when the part kick me comes in two people of ether side started kicking me every time that line was said but I'm confused about the start of the song because I'm already crying before I'm even been kicked.
Let just say it was weird I probably won't tell any one about it, like I said my parents are out the children they won't be back till the weekend the one thing I know is before they come back my siblings will be at the there gran's for two nights before coming home when mum comes back I be beat up my siblings in the closet then there's school getting drag to first aid by Josh and he thinks that i'm beating myself up but he can't see what I see he doesn't hear what I hear.
When I try and explain I can not get my words out to tell him. He thinks he understands what I'm trying to tell him but he doesn't he thinks that I'm trying to tell him that I'm amid it that I been beating myself up hopefully it gets to his head that this is not what I'm trying to tell him.
He just doesn't understand stand like other people but he actually done something for me and I appreciate that he also can't see that.
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The Broken Band
FanfictionThere this boy this boy is quite barely speak so shy he never speaks not even to a teacher what is this boys talents and what is he like ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ WARNING ⚠️ SELF HARM, DEPRESSION, ATTEMPTS SUICIDE, POSSIBLE SWEARING (Sor...
