blue.
she saw blue.
blue, the color of her blouse, now soaked.
blue, her favorite color.
blue, the color of the sky.
blue, the color of the ocean.
her head was being squeezed from the pressure and her lungs begged for air.
the surface seemed so far away now. even if she wanted to try, she couldn't.
she felt herself slipping away. her lungs giving up and her limbs relaxing. heaven seemed to be just one step away. she could feel herself touch the clouds.
her fingertips grazed against the heavenly sky and she wanted to grasp it with full force.
she saw another hand and she thought it was an angel coming to fly her to heaven. she was ready and she closed her eyes. ready for the embracing feeling of death. the feeling of weightlessness and carelessness.
her fingers were yanked from the clouds, the weightlessness feeling was becoming heavier but she couldn't open her eyes.
blue, her favorite color.
blue, the color of her soaked blouse.
blue, the color of her resting place.
the ocean.
the cold surface hit her but she couldn't breathe still. there was a hint of her still inside the body she hated.
words.
she heard words but they were foreign to her. maybe it wasn't her language.
words caused this. hurtful ones. menacing ones.
words killed her. words broke her. words shot her down. she could've prevented it with a bulletproof vest. but no. she just took the bullets.
words.
life was slipping back into her grasp. no matter how much she wanted it to go. she wanted life to jump into the ocean, where her resting place is. she didn't want it.
death seemed to be more appealing. it was there. arms opened wide and a welcoming smile. life was behind her, with fire and knives.
life or death?
"we're losing her." yes. death was running to her. a smile on its face and a heart full of gold. it was close. she reached for it, fingertips touched.
it was yanked back. she screamed. death was leaving. life was pulling her back into its grasp. no matter how much she struggled, it's iron grip held on.
she coughed. she spit out water. life was back. no.
her eyes opened.
blue.
the sky.
brown.
his eyes.
it was at that moment she decided something.
blue, the color of her soaked blouse.
blue, the color of the sky.
blue, the color of the ocean.
brown, her favorite color.
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so this was kinda stupid but you guys deserve an update so i hope you enjoyed ???
