i promise ; jjk

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long chapter;

i started packing my stuff when the teacher finished dismissing the class. i plan to go to jungkook's house after school, and see where he went.

carrying the books that were unable to fit into my bag, i walked to my locker and stuffed them in before shutting it close.

sighing, i then tried to remember the way to jungkook's house, which i haven't been to for too long.

walking along the streets, i kept seeing couple's laughing and being all lovey dovey to each other, which reminded me of our past.

tears threatened to come out, but they just wouldn't, i didn't allow them to, this would just make me look weak.

finally stopping at the supposed destination, i stood there and looked up, memories of us playing flooding back into my head.

taking a step at a time to the house, i sucked up a breath, gaining all the courage to press the doorbell, which i finally did.

the door then opened, revealing her, wrapped in a towel.

"is jungkook here?" "erm-" "hey babe, who's at the door." jungkook then came from the back and kissed her head.

when he finally looked up, he saw me, and his eyes widened. "m-min.. what are you doing here?"

"babe? a-are you two dating?" "no, we are engaged." she replied to me. "en-engaged.." shocked at the words, i took a step back.

"so- we aren't a thing now?" "n-no.." jungkook just sighed and looked into my eyes. "look, it's not your problem, it's mine, and i should have never dated you, i-it was a mistake that i should have never made.."

"w-what? what mistake? never dated me? so all those times we spent together was all lies. you didn't love me at all?"

he didn't answer, but instead looked down. "to think that i gave my trust and love to you.." i chuckled abit and looked down, before looking back up and smirking. "utter bullshit.."

i then went forward and gave a slap to jungkook. he held his cheek and looked at me surprised. "hey! how dare you!"

she then pushed me, causing me to fall down and scrape my knee onto the rocky pavement. but i didn't care, it doesn't hurt anymore.

i then turned around, tears already streaming down my face as i ran, not caring about how i looked.

horns could be heard, flashlights were shone, but the clueless me didn't care. all i cared about was all the lies he gave me.

betrayer.

blood was everywhere, i could feel nothing, and i was glad, glad that god finally fulfilled one of my thousand wishes.

smiling as i remembered all the times me and jungkook shared together, all the dates we went on, how he completed my life.

my smile it soon turned upside down when i realise it's all lies.

"goodbye world, goodbye jungkook. i love you.." finally closing my eyes, i could finally see nothing, hear nothing..

i could finally be free..