i promise ; jjk

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long chapter;

i was shocked, speechless and emotionless. how can you want to start over and make everything right when everything is already wrong.

"i-" "i understand if you don't agree, please, just think about it, i'll give you some time." he then walked away, leaving me speechless once again.

what am i supposed to do? "hel-" "yuri, help me i'm suffocating again." "okay min, just breathe in, and breathe out.."

i then followed her steps. whenever i do something that reminds me of jungkook, i always have these mini panic attacks but luckily yuri is always there to help me.

"did.. did you meet him already?" "yes- wait.. how did you know?" "i kinda overheard the conversation between the professor and the manager."

"why didn't you tell me earlier?!" " i was afraid you were going to back down, this is too good of a opportunity for someone as talented as you to back down."

"okay stop.. i've heard enough. i just- he asked me if i could allow us to start over, and he gave me sometime to think."

the line went silent for awhile, making me worry. "yu.. yuri? are you there? is everything al-" "yeeeeeeeee! say yes say yes say YES!" "yuri you're making this difficult for me."

"what do you mean?" "he is the reason for all my scars and wounds, how would he possibly heal them? i'm.. i'm just scared i'll be hurt all over again. i.. i don't want to take the risk..."

jungkook pov

"soo.. i heard you had a divo-" "can we start over? i want to make this all right again, i don't want to risk losing you again."

"i-" not wanting to be rejected so easily, i cut her off. "i understand if you don't agree, please, just think about it, i'll give you some time."

i then walked out, once i reached outside, i held my heart. stupid, what were you thinking?!

i then slid down the wall outside the room,  "he is the reason for all my scars and wounds, how would he possibly heal them? i'm.. i'm just scared i'll be hurt all over again. i.. i don't want to take the risk..."

i furrowed my eyebrows, eager to hear more but the sound was muffled. so this is the reason, i didn't know that i hurt her this much.

i'm sorry, please, i'll explain everything to you later, but please, just forgive me.