i promise ; jjk

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long chapter
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flashback;

"get out of my house you ungrateful brat! i don't know how me and your mom even gave birth to such a disgusting human being! get out and never come back! you are not and never will be our daughter!"

he pushed me out of the house, causing me to fall down the stairs and hit my knee on the rocky pavement, causing it to bleed.

tears sprang out my eyes as i stared at the place i once called home, every day had been a nightmare, i always get abused and they never cared about me.

standing up wincing at the pain on my knee, i then limped to the nearby park where i always go when i am down.

sitting down on the swing, i kicked my legs in order for the swing to move, and i looked down, tears wanting to come out again.

"hi! what are you doing there alone?" a little boy's voice scared me as i fell backwards, my head hitting the grass underneath.

"oh my god i'm so sorry! are you okay?!" the little boy came towards me and lent me his hand, but i hesitated for awhile, before finally accepting it.

"w..why are you helping me?" he raised one of his brows before smiling. "because you seem sad, and mom always told me to help people when they are sad."

hearing the word 'mom' caused tears to once again emerge out of my eyes. "hey, don't cry! did i do something wrong? i'm sorry if i did but please don't cry."

i just shook my head as i wiped my tears on my very dirty and torn clothes that i have been wearing for a very long period of time.

"m..my mom... she hates me, and hearing that your mom loves you so much and you being the first person that cares about me makes me feel sad."

"don't be, why not let's play at the playground first, then you can go back to my house to wash up? i'm sure my cousin has some spare clothes you can wear."

i nodded my head and we ran towards the playground. chasing each other around as we were playing a round of tag, i realised you are the first boy i had talked to and the first kid i played with.

i haven't felt this happy in a very long time, and you being the person that made me smile, you became a special person in my heart.

"hey, it's getting late, let's go back." he held my hand and tried to pull me away, but i didn't budge.

"a..are you sure your mom is okay with me staying there? i don't want to be a burden." i looked down and fiddled with my fingers.

"i'm sure she would understand, now let's go!" he held my hand and pulled me to his house.

"mom! i'm home!" a lady who looks like she's in her 30's came out of the kitchen wearing an apron. "oh! who do you have here kookie?"

"mom, this is min, her parents didn't want her anymore so i figured she could stay here!" jungkook smiled at his mom, and his mom smiled back.

she then crouched down infront of me."of course she can. dear, why not i help you prepare a nice warm bath and you can change into some cleaner clothes?" "okay auntie..."

she then stood up and went upstairs, jungkook then pulled me up to his room, where there was an extra bed at the side.

"you could sleep there for this period of time until my cousin moves out, then we can play video games all night!"

my smile widens as i heard the word games. "okay!" "dear! it's time for your shower!" "coming!"