When Two Alphas Walk In

Jason's POV

            What do I do know? Was it right to lie to Lilly like That? No. . . no, she has to understand. She has to think of the bigger picture. If she a jinx and she is around the future alpha, it would be bad for everyone that what Alpha Murphy said. He said she'll understand and she'll get over it. But the look on her face. . . I have never seen her look so devastated like that. I'll have to talk to her later at home.
               "So I see your jinx of a sister think she can be Luna." Matt, one of the pack members said. "She finally gone mental."
            The other members laugh except Logan and I. We just exchange a look at each other. I sat down on the sofa at Logan's house. After a while the talk about Lilly start to die down and we began to talk about a serious matter; rogue. Lately we spot a few serious rogue lurking about, but they aren't doing anything. It's like they are waiting for something, but what?
              I reach for my phone to text Lilly to be aware and lock up the house. I check my pocket but it wasn't there, I must have left it at home this morning. I got up from the sofa ready to head home to get it and warn Lilly.       
              "I'm going to head home for a but to get my phone." I said to the guys.
              "Just tell Jackson." Mikey said. "I needed something  from my house, he can drop by yours and bring it too."
               "Thanks it's on the kitchen counter." I said. "Oh and tell him to make sure Lilly lock up the house."
We began to discuss the issue of the rogue and how we should handle this situation, when I hear someone ran through the door.
               "Um. . . Jason!" Jackson said as he came into the room with my phone in one hand and papers in another. "We have a problem."
Problem? Immediately we all came to our feet upon hearing that word. Fearing it might be a rogue attack or something.
              "Not the rogue's problem." He said as he stared at me. ". . .it's your sister."
              "What's wrong?" Logan asked with a worried look.
              "Read this." Jackson said giving me the paper he was holding on to.
I saw one of the letter had my name on it and begin reading it to myself.

Dear Jason,
         When you're reading This, I have decided to run  away.

Run away? What?!

I know you won't be looking for me since I'm not a sister to you.  I'm just the pack jinx. I know you blame mom death on me, but did you know the reason why I wanted to go to the store that day. You may think it's cause I wanted something again. But really that day I went there for a different reason. I knew you have always liked that autograph football in the display case. Every time before an important game you'll drop by the store to look at it, saying it gives you good luck. So I had convince the store owner to sell it to me. I wanted to give it to you to celebrate your victory. But you just threw it away. Do you hate me that much? But no matter how much you push me away I still love you. Did you know all these year I kept the box under my bed. I know you haven't return to the store ever since what happen with mom, but I didn't want you to lose your good luck charm so I thought I'll keep it for now until the time is right to give it back to you. I was also hoping that one that day you'll be so happy. Happy that I'm your sister and not just a jinx. I didn't mind what other thought of me but your were the only one who had any blood relation to me. Was I too only a jinx and an embarrassment to you. No matter what I do to make you proud, you always say I can't do anything right. I always admire other people who have a brother. I wanted what they had. An older brother who they can depend on. I had hope that one day you would realize you're wrong and look my way again. You make never have been there for me but I always thought .maybe you would look out for me from far. I would have understand if you didn't believe me when I said Logan was my mate, but what was worse was that you knew and you hid it from me. Why? Was it because you were embarrassed? Or was it really because you also believe I'm a jinx, and that I will only bring disaster to this pack if I were Luna. But did you ever think that it's your little sister that your denying happiness from? Did you ever think that maybe just maybe I should believe in my sister, that she's not a jinx or out to get you and everyone. Well don't worry, I won't ruin your life anymore. But since I'm not here anymore make sure you take care of yourself, brother.
                                             Sincerely,
                                                   Your little sister