Did I just hear a guy voice on her end of the phone telling her to hold his hand?! Lilly is with another guy right now! She is my mate! She can only look at me! I felt like the blood in body boiled like I was locked up inside a volcano. Who was this guy and how dare he try to touch what was mine.
I was sitting on the sofa clenching my teeth, thinking about who she was with and how I was going to kill him, when Mikey interrupted my thought.
"What are we going to do Logan?" Mikey asked me. "We don't know where she went and none of the letter said anything about it either."
"Wait you still have a letter. What does your letter say?" Jackson asked pointing to the letter I have in my hand.
". . . That is his personal letter from Lilly. Let him read it by himself." Jason said when he saw me just staring at the letter in my hand.
I took the letter and ran to my room. Sitting on my bed I slowly read the letter.
Dear Logan,
Your right to have reject me I am just a weak ugly jinx, that all I ever was to you.
Reject? NO! No. There is no way I can reject her. It had never crossed my mind. Ever since I discover she was my mate on my birthday I have always kept a close eye on her. She was the most beautiful thing I have seen. Before my birthday I had a feeling Lilly was special to me. Alpha Murphy told me on my birthday that no matter what I mustn't admit she was my mate, because it wasn't good for the pack. He said she was a jinx and that wasn't good for the pack. I try with all my might to both push her away and stay away from her.
I don't deserve an alpha like you to be my mate. Mate? This four letter word I repeated to myself everyday. The four letter word that had stand for the whole world to me. I always thought that mates were supposed to be the other person other half. A person who doesn't judge their other half so easily. My shinning knight. Ha, I should have known that was all a fantasy. Did you ever once take a second to try to understand who I was when you found out I was your mate? Oh wait I forgot, I was just that fat ugly girl who gets pushed around by her pack. I'm so stupid to think that you would be the only person in the world to understand and see me for who I am, but I was wrong. I seem to be a fool to keep having hope that when I find my mate he will be there to protect and shield me. A part of me was happy it was you, as an alpha I thought you would have understand what it means to be a mate. This morning I came to realize you had known we were mate already but you choice to hid it. Do these two words have no meaning to you? Aren't alpha suppose to protect everyone in their pack, but what did you do. You disappoint me the most. Sorry I wasn't the type of girl you wanted me to be. Take care of Juliette, since you have chosen her to be your mate. She will definitely earn you respect from everyone, since it seems she was more important than your mate. Like you said no one would respect you if you were with the like of me. Lets forget that we were ever meant to be together.
Sincerely,
Your rejected mate
My heart clenched tight, and I could barely breathe. My chest aches in pain for the things that I have done. Why did I not tell her? When she said I was her mate, my wolf wanted to hold her in my arms right there. But my role got the best of me, I thought I as in alpha should only be with someone like Juliette. All these years that I have known she was my mate. I wanted to tell her many time but Alpha Murphy said I shouldn't because she was a jinx. I didn't blame her for what happen to my mom and I didn't treat her like other people but that still doesn't make up for the facts that I let other treat her like that. Why did I let other members pushed her around like that? What kind of future alpha am I, when I can't even protect her. Lilly was right to have felt disappointment, of all the people in the pack her she felt the most betray from was her own mate. I felt disgusted at myself. How can I choose Juliette, a slut known to be sleeping around, over my own mate. Lilly, I am so sorry. This is my entire fault for not doing my duty as an alpha and your mate. God Lilly, please come back. I want to change from my mistakes, I will do everything to make you understand why we were meant to be. Give me a chance, give us a chance. No matter what I won't listen to Alpha Murphy anymore, I will only think about what is good for you.
*knock knock
"Logan?" Jason called from behind the door.
". . . come in Jas." I called out.
"How are you doing?" Jason asked me.
". . . I . . I want her back Jas." I admitted to him. "I hate the fact that she was not with me. What do I do?"
"First we have to find her, and tell her...." Jason started to say.
"No!" Alpha Murphy said as he enter the room. "We can't let this get out of hand."
"Uncle, I listen to you and keep the secret that she is my mate. Look what it have done. She is gone." I said to him.
"He is right Alpha we can't just..." Jason tired to add.
"I said no. She is not important right now." Alpha Murphy said.
"Then what is important?" I asked him.
"Your engagement to Juliette." He said.
"Engagement?"Jason said. "But she is not his mate, my sister is."
"It doesn't matter Juliette is better for you." Alpha Murphy said.
"Better how?" I asked. "She is sleeping around with who knows how many guys. How can she be a role model to her pack?"
"She can change." Alpha Murphy said. "Did you forget that Lilly is a jinx. She killed both her own mother and yours."
"She didn't kill our mother, it was as rogue attack. No one can predict that." Jason said. "She was just a little kid, what could she have done."
"And my mother was not killed by her. I don't blame her. I never believe she was a jinx." I added. "I will not get engage to anyone but her."
"Are you not listening to me anymore?! I am your ALPHA!" Alpha Murphy said.
"I am the future alpha, I will make my own decision. I have respect you all my life, so don't let me turn on you now." I said to him.
"Now if you excuse me I have to find my mate." I said leaving the room with Jason.
* Here is the chapter I promise. I know this chapter is short because I don't want to give away too much. So what did you think about Logan? And what with Alpha Murphy who keep insisting Logan get engage with Juliette? Any prediction.
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When Two Alphas Walk In
Werewolf"I'm Lilly Harper, the fattest and ugliest person at school. Every morning I heard this as I walked through those school doors. I have to put up with it every day." .....Lilly finally had enough, she decided to face her reality and leave behind her...
