When Two Alphas Walk In

Lilly's POV

*Firstly, I want to say sorry to all my reader for taking such a long time to update. But the good news is that now that I have settle my schedule, I promise to update more frequently. Secondly, I hope you don't hate me for this but I have decided to make changes to the story. Hopefully all these changes are for the better, but I'll let you decided for yourself. Please vote and comment!! I want to hear what my readers think about my story, and how I can improve it.

Jinx. A word I have been hearing since the moment I was able to comprehend words. A word I have soon learn to accept, because I was told there will be people other than my family who will understand and see pass my flaws. Especially my mate. A person who is suppose to complete me, but I was wrong. Let me; however, start from the beginning...

When I was 3, my mom died protecting me from a rogue attack. My father blame himself for not being able there to protect her. Every night he would drink until he falls asleep. Then in the morning he would go out to hunt down the rogue. My older brother seems to blame me for our mom death. I heard him mumbled sometimes that if I wasn't born, our mom wouldn't have to stay home in the first place. Although he seems to hate me he tried his best to take care of me since our dad is barely around. But really how much can a kid know about taking care of another. Luna Anna, Alpha Tom's wife, felt sorry for us so she took us in. My brother is the same age as her son plus he is soon to be beta, so he would train with the alpha's son. I haredly ever see him because they would be away at the training ground for weeks. So usually it was just Luna Anna and I at home. I hardly see Alpha Tom either because he seems to be busy trying to help his beta, my dad, go through the lost of his love one.

Luna Anna was such a kind caring mother figure I was lacking in my life. She had no daughter so she really took me as her very own. She took care of me and did everything I could possibly hope for and more.

When I was 5, I finally thought my life was slowly starting to settle down. My father seems to have come to realization that although he lost his soul mate, he still have loves one who is waiting for him. He was talking to Alpha Tom and Luna Anna about getting his life back on track. I overheard that they had a plan to deal with the rogue and catch the culprit. But he said he wants to firstly put himself back into our lives. So Alpha Tom help my dad move our stuff back to our house, while Luna Anna makes a meal to celebrate our reunion. We were all gather in the kitchen, smiling, eating and talking like nothing ever seperate us. The pack advisor came and join our celebration. Advisor Murphy, Alpha Tom's older brother, was suppose to be the alpha but it is rumor his gave that all away to his brother Tom.

The next thing I remember was Luna Anna taking me to the field to pick flowers to decorate the house. She always said the lively the house, the happier the family will be. But as we were picking we heard rustling sounds. And ten everything just happen so quick, I was knock unconscious. When I came through I was laying in puddle of blood. I thought it was mine at first, but I dont't seem to be hurt any where except except the back of my head. But it is dry, so who blood is this? I look around and finally land on a Luna Anna unconscious and very pale body. I tried waking her up but she wouldn't budge. Then soon I saw Alpha Tom and my dad arriving at the scene.

Everything in my life was happening all over again. It was as if i was in a loop, that I can't get out of. After the incident Alpha Tom and my dad devote all their time to finding the rogue. They would go for days and even weeks only to return looking more dreadful than before. Then that day happpen, the day that we dread not to occur. The day when we lost all communication with them. We all knew something was wrong, but that is not the only problem we face at hand. Rogue have been constantly attacking us ever since Alpha Tom and my dad have disappear. Members of the pack begin to question and demand a leader to guide then, especially when rogue kept attacking us. But since Logan was not old enough some of the pack member wanted advisor Murphy to take charge.
         Advisor Murphy was a kind guy he help my brother and I transition to our home. He would often come by to check up on us. He felt like a great new alpha. After the coronation of the new alpha, rogue attacks slowly stop. But one problem after another, it never seem to stop in our pack. Members of the pack begin to question the death and disappearance of members. Rumors than started to form and soon enough I became the unexplained answer. I became their jinx. At first I hated them for blaming me, but then I myself begin to believe them. How else can you explain how everyone who get close to me face misfortune of some kind. Although advisor Murphy keep trying to calmn the pack that it was all an unfortunate chain of events, and that no one is to blame. No one seems to believe that though, fingers still point toward me. I became an outcast in my own pack, but what got me through this was what Luna Anna used to say to me. When you find your mate they will accept you for your flaws and understand you when no one can. Deep down I knew that I'm not like other girls, but a part of me had hope. Hope I didn't want to let go. Hope of acceptance, until that faithful day where everything became unveil.
         "Hurry the hell up, if you make me late I swear..." my brother yelled from upstairs.
I put on a loose shirt and a pair of jeans, then grab my bookbag and head upstairs.
         "I'm coming!" I yelled out as I ran up the stairs and followed my brother to his car.
          "Don't yell." My brother said as he got in the car. "Any way why do you take so long, it's not like anyone wants to look at you."
For some reason a part of me wanted to say something back to him today, but he's my brother and it wasn't important anyway. This was normal, my brother insulting me but still perform his role of a brother like driving me to school. I had no doubt he despise me though.
       I walked into school with everybody's eyes glued into my every move. As you can see I'm well-known but not in a good way like popular girl dating the most handsome guy. No. I was still well known as the jinx. I'm Lilly Harper, the unwanted person at school. Every morning I hear this as I walked through the school doors.
      And I have to put up with it everyday. I tried ignoring what people day, but who would want to be friend with a jinx like me. I didn't have a long time left anyway.
      I wasn't exactly ill, nor do I have a serious illness that was slowly killing me. It was the way I was being treated, the constant beating, lack if sleep, and amount of work forced upon me. I don't think the pack realized that I wasn't healing like I used to be normally a werewolf will heal quickly, but it seem I have not mentality to heal.
      And the only family member I had only mocks and joke about my appearance. Whatever happen to family standing up for one another, haha that such a joke.
      Walking toward my locker, I saw Logan Maine and the popular flirty Juliette Stowe swallowing each other tongues. Feeling disgusted and suddenly mad I said. "Can you take this somewhere else?"
      "Who do you think you are telling me what to do?!" Juliette spit out angrily as she showed me to the locker. "This is your alpha and I am your future Luna."
       "You Luna? Ha don't make me laugh. Logan hasn't even acknowledge you since his 16th birthday." I said rolling my eyes.
She was dress like a slut, with her tight shirt that looks like 3 size too small, and a short skirt that reveal most of her butt.
        "Babe, calm down. She's not worth our times." Logan said to her, not even looking at me.
And that hot the spot, normally I'm not usually easily mad seeing them together but for some reason to say was different.
Today I want her far away from him as possible. I want him to only notice me and only me.
          "What do you mean not worth your times?!" I shout at him. "What kind of alpha to be are you, when you can't differentiate between right and wrong?!"
           "How dare you speak to him like that!" Juliette shout.
           "Oh shut up you slut, you know the only reason your with him is because he is alpha to be." I shout at her. "You spread your legs for your gain."
           "Ahhh! Logan are you going to let her talk to me... to us like that!" Juliette screech.
           "Lilly, I'm warning you." Logan said through gritted teeth but he didn't look at me.
Is he avoiding eye contact with me? I know we haven't really have any close contact of any type before but why am I feeling irritated. Everything seem to change though, I hardly ever see him anymore ever since Jason made us move back to our old house all of a sudden.
            "Oh Logan you just didn't want to know that your 'perfect' girlfriend is screwing everyone in town. " I said staring at him.
Something in me keep wanting him to look at me. So I said the one things he hate.
             "Your just her you, a puppet that she manipulate for her own gain." I said with a laughing tone.

            "I am no ones puppet! Don't you talk to me in that tone." Logan stated out as he pin me to the locker. 

           "Yeah! I don't need to manipulate anyone cause Logan loves me." Juliette added on as she was trying to come over. 

Suddenly, I felt a spark on my lip. That is when I realized that Logan's lip were connected to mine. What just happen? Logan face seems to relax and I felt his lip move to continued this kiss. There is that spark again, much stronger than before. This sensation of ... how would you describe it. My heart just seems to be beating so fast it might jump out of my chest. Everything around me seems to stop, and it as if we were the only people there that matter. But this didn't last very long, we were brought back to reality by a screeching sound. I open my eyes when I felt coldness as Logan move his lip away. I saw the look of regret on his face as if he just did something he shouldn't have done. My thought was interrupted again by another screeching sound, so I look over and saw Juliette on the floor screaming up at us.

           "What are you doing to my man!" Juliette screamed as she started to stand up. "Get away from him!"

           "Juliette  calm down." Logan said to her.

           "Calm down?! How can I calm down when you were just smooching with her!" Do you like her?!" She continued to screamed.

          ".... Juliette it's not like that." Logan said looking troubled.

I finally gather all my thoughts. Now it all makes sense why I am extra agitated today. When I stare into his eyes everything seem to make sense. He is my other half. The way his eyes seem to be able to look deep in my soul. The tingling sensation when our lips met. The way his scent seem to calm and relax me. He was my mate.

* I know that was predictable but what did you all think about the story?