You Thought.

Chapter 7: Clouded.

Recap:

I sigh and stare out into the water. Why am I like this? So, difficult? I stand up and look down into the water. More rocks have appeared since I've been here. I take my feet to the edge, and teeter.

Should I...?

I have no one. All the people I love either hate me, abandon me, or they die. I'm just here. Nowhere to fit, nowhere to go. He is never going to come back.

Could I...?

I'm so gullible. I'll think one thing and it'll be something else. This irony kills me.

Would I...?

I want to die. There's no reason I should be here. Mark is going to pass soon. I said I love him today as my last words. That's good. He still is not back. The guys? They probably never liked me.

I look down again, and I let go. I let myself fall. Towards the rocks.

I don't' scream, I don't cry, I just let go.

I see the rocks near, as I feel the breeze on my face.

Goodbye.

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Kody's First Entre:

'Never in a million years did I think that Augustine Maze would be depressed. I thought she had an amazing life, boy was I wrong. I didn't mean what I said to her in the hallway I would never hurt her. I've always had my eyes on her. I liked her, for a long ass time. Never admit it. Not even now. I'm glad she is with us now. Violet has taken a huge liking to her. I think they are soon to be best friends. Once Violet gets used to her. Mikey seems to hit it off with her, they have a lot in common. Speaking of Mikey, he's been eating less again. I need to talk to him about that. Eli absolutely loves her! I don't have to worry about him stealing her though, he's totally gay. Only Mikey, Eliana, and I know that. Violet hasn't been told, but I think she has a clue. I just noticed now that Auggie is being left out of everything. Everyone knows why I hate being around people, or getting close to people. But she doesn't. Everyone knows why Mikey doesn't eat, but she doesn't. Everyone knows why Eli and Eliana are depressed, she doesn't. Everyone knows why Violet is so skittish, but she doesn't. She knows nothing.'

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August.

"You don't get to fucking die on me." I hear someone say faintly.

Where am I. I can feel water encircling me.

The cliff.

I feel myself being lifted out of the water and put down on dry land.

"Can you hear me Auggie?" I hear.

I can't breathe. Why do I feel like I'm drowning?

I feel two objects on my chest push down. That didn't feel good. Wait what­—

I sit up and puke out water. I start to cough violently.

"Jesus Christ." I hear someone say.

"Who is that?" I ask, opening my eyes.

"Oh princess, you don't remember me?" I hear the guy chuckle.

Wait...

"Blaze?" I ask looking up. As I guess there he was.