"I Said I Was Sorry...." (Its Tomtord, Fite Me)

~Chapter 5: I'm not good enough for that...~

A/N: HOLLY CRAP! almost 80 reads already!? well now I have to update this more. XD Thank you guys for the reads, hope you're liking this crud. The other book should be out soon btw, so don't worry. Also, the ship just blows up at this point, in a good way though. XD

~Magical M.

-Tom's POV-

"Why are you being so nice to me, Tom...?" Tord said with his face getting a little red and tears forming in his eyes. "I-I....I don't really know..." I said and paused, thinking of what to say next. Tord sat patiently waiting for an answer and looking like he was trying not to cry. "I...I feel like I kinda...need to, or want to I guess, but I know I can't be mean to you all the time, right?" I gave him a smile and saw him nod and start wiping his eyes. I heard him quietly sniffling and trying to hide it but completely failing. "You OK, Tord?" I said, I was pretty concerned. He nodded again and tried to muffle his sniffling even harder, but didn't succeed in doing so. I sigh and hug him, and to my surprise, he jumped and hesitantly hugged back.

Once he did hug me, though, it was a tight, 'please don't let go' hug. "Tord, why are you crying...?" I said in a genuinely worried tone. "I....I'm sorry Tom! I'm s-sorry, I-I'm sorry, I'm Sorry!" he yelled in to my shoulder as he sobbed. "Shhh, shh, it's OK. I forgive you for anything you did." I had NO idea what he was referring to other than the 'incident', so I just assumed that was it. I think I was wrong because what he said next shook me so much I almost started crying myself.

"I-I left you, I h-hurt you, I a-almost killed y-you! I am the w-worst friend you could e-ever have! I sh-shouldn't even be called a f-friend by you...I'm n-not good e-enough for that..." It took almost all my strength to keep from crying in front of him, which would probably hurt him even more. I pushed him off of me and on to my lap and began to speak. "if you were such a bad friend, then why would you come back? Why did you apologize for something that you didn't even want to do in the first place? (A/N: the red army forced him and ended up kicking him from being leader when he failed) You were forced! You shouldn't be sorry, they should for being stupid, it's not your fault!" he looked up at me with his face tear stained and his eyes puffy, but still he smiled at what I had said.

"But...but I thought you hated me." he said quietly, but still loud enough for me to hear. "I used to think so to, but look at us now. How can I hate you when you are so hurt? You're broken, but very repairable, and I guess what I'm trying to say is that...I wanna repair you, I'm here for you. I...I think I like you." I looked down and madly blushed, I could tell because my face felt like it was on fire. I felt Tord grab my face with one hand gently and grab my hand with the other. "you mean love me? If so, here..." he got closer and soon I was holding his hand and lightly kissing him. I don't think I deserved that dream to come true but, it did.

~Tord's POV~

Wait, did I just...OH CRAP, I DID! I slowly pulled back from the kiss after a few seconds went by. 'Great job, Larson. He probably hates you MUCH more now...he'll never love you after that.' it's right, he never will...that voice is always right. "I-I'm so sorry! m-my thoughts got the better of me a-and I just...I-I just..." I was gonna break down again when Tom said the one sentence I always wanted to hear. "Sorry for what? That was great, and...and you were right, I do love you." I blushed very hard and felt tears of happiness form in my eyes. I could see through my blurry vision that they were forming in his eyes too. "Are you gonna cry again?" He said with a smile, "Yes, but not for the reasons before." Tom obviously knew what I meant because he gave me a tight hug. We started drifting off and ended up falling asleep like that.

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END

OK, this is kinda a filler chapter and I wanted to get to this part really soon so yeah I didn't have much else plus I need to get the introduction done on my other book. Also, you people have been getting longer chapters than I originally planned so be grateful. XD If you like this book so far, I'm almost certain you'll like the one coming soon, too. :> (You can tell I'm a Tomtord fangirl by now, can you not? (；・∀・) (。ω。) (ㆀ˘･з･˘) (¯―¯٥) )

~Magical M.