Darkskin Girls Are Pretty Too!!

Chapter 11

Za'nequa
I thought my life was over as I repeatedly called Keylon.

He wasn't answering his phone and I was panicking. I sat down I wanted to break down.

"You okay?" Ja'la asked rubbing my back. At least she was here for me.

"No." I said then instantly started crying.

"Why does all this bad shit keep happening to me?" I cried aloud.

"Baby girl God don't put you through what you can't handle." She said.

"I don't want to hear that shit! God gave up on me no matter how much I pray shit still happens... I was abused and raped. I had kids I didn't want by my rapist... My best friend betrayed me... And she ran me over causing me miss some of my kids lives.. People gave up on me.. I wasn't nothing but nice to everybody.. My ex love tried to kill me.. My kids were kidnapped.. My GeGe was shot now dead.. My dad was despressed now murdered... My niece watched her dad be murdered Right in front of her.. Ebon lost his dad and baby because of me... I made Keylons life a living hell drowning him in my problems.... Now--now my baby girl is fighting for her life.. I'm tired of crying and suffering I just want to die... And let all these people who died in my name to come back and live happy lives... So don't ever tell me God only put you through what you can handle because I can't handle this." I said crying and whispered the very last part.

She looked at me and just held me.

Keylon
"I need to call my girl back she been blowing me up." I said to Jahlee girlfriend.

Phone Convo
Why you ain't answer when I called

I was handling something

More important to your family

.....

Keylon really*voice cracks*

Man what do you need *said dryly*

Something bad- come to the hospital

I can't

What *yells*

I said I can't

Why its got some to do with Neka

Is it important

Keylon yes why else would I be glowing your fucking phone up *yells hurtly*

I got problems of my own Nequa I'm hurting like you hurting