Jimin's looking at me and back to Jungkook while me looking to Jimin back to Jungkook. Jungkook only to Jimin.

Fuck this world I'm screwed.

"Why is he on your apartment?  " Jimin questioned, he's confused. I don't know what to say. Jimin might think me and Jungkook were getting out b-but no. 

"A-ahm It's not like what you're thinking-"
but then jungkook cut me off.  He cross his arms and lean to the door.

" Sally and I.. were dating " he then said.

"Wait!  What?  N-no" I refused.

"Liar!  Get lost Jungkook! " Jimin. 
Wait?  Do Jimin know Jungkook? I'm dumbfounded. Do they know each other?  Wait!  Since when?  How?  Are they making fun of me?

"... Ok!  after you!  " Jungkook, smirking.

"Come with me" Jimin commanded, he hold my hand and start walking but jungkook held the other.

"She's not coming with you!  " he insist.

"Don't come near, Sally Jungkook! " Jimin pulled me closer.

"Fuck you!  " Jungkook grab my waist and pull to him closer. Before anything I cut them off.

"Wait!  Am I the only dumbfounded here!? How long do you guys know each other huh?  Ikaw jimin ano?  kaibigan ka rin ba ni Teahyung at sinabi din sayong alagaan ako?  o lokohin ako?  Ano?  huh?  parehas ba kayong masaya na nagmumuka akong tanga sa pagitan nying dalawa?  Am I just a toy for you guys?  Masaya ba?  Nakakarelieve ba?  Pinagmuka nyo kong t-tanga~"
My knees fell down. Im crying. Nanghihina ako, hindi ko alam kung ano na yung totoo. Para kong tanga sa harap nila.  Sobra sobra akong naddown sa sarili ko.  Dapat hindi nalang ako naging masaya ee.  Sabi ko na nga ba dapat hindi ko nalang hinayaang sumaya ako.

"S-sally" Jimin states.  Trying to help me to get up.

"Let go! I don't want to hear some fucking lie again!  Please!  " I sob.

"I'm sorry" Jungkook. Sorry for what?  are he admitting he dumb me?  Nahuhulog na ko sakanya ee. Nahuhulog na ko. But then, FUCK YOU! 

I  Stand up, hindi ko sila kinausap, dumeretso ako sa elevator.  Lumabas ako ng apartment, naglalakad akong parang zombie.  Lutang na lutang sa mga kasinungalingan. 

Andres?  nasan kana ba? 
Kasabwat ka rin ba nila? 

Bakit ganun Lord!
Hindi ba ako pwede maging masaya? 
Bakit ganun?  Bakit ganito nalang lage? 

Gusto ko munang magpahinga, gusto kong kumain ng kumain ng kumain. Chineck ko yung bulsa ko,  walang cellphone, walang cash, wala!  wala akong nadala.

Ayokong umuwi,
Ayokong makita sila
Ayokong bumalik sa realidad.

Ang sakit! 
Ang sakit! sakit! 

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" Sa buhay hindi naman laging masaya ee,  sa buhay kailangan mo ding madapa, para matuto kang bumangon."

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