Trauma

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Several school days have passed and I couldn't stand the pain and nervousness whenever I see him.

I have to tell him everything so I can move on, but I get too nervous whenever I'm around him so I decided to write him a letter.

There's a lot of things on my mind and I really want to say it to you, but since I get so nervous around you, I'll just write it out. I feel like you don't really know how I feel about you. I still like you and I don't know if you do. Whenever I see you, my heart races and I can't seem to think straight. We weren't talking in the summer and that killed me. That day when you decided to text me out of no where...I had mixed emotions. I understand that you don't want to be in a relationship right now because I don't want to be in one either. During the summer I went through this trauma. I always wanted you to talk to me first, I didn't want to talk to you first because I felt like I would be a nuisance to you.

As I was writing this letter I started getting emotional and I found myself crying.

I wrote more and ended it as I never told you I loved you. Signed with my name and sealed in an envelope.

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