Oh Brother (Watty Awards)

Chapter 5

I headed down the steps to meet Rafe. School starts back in two weeks so he's taking me shopping for supplies and more clothes. It's still early, Blair, Zev, and Rudi are still sleeping. Rafe wanted to go early to avoid having them tag along. It would be nice to have a family day, but today I just want to spend time with him.

It's not like we don't already spend every waking moment together. I actually got a good night sleep last night. It's only because I was wrapped in his arms. I woke up crying once and he held me so close I thought our bodies would merge. "I'll protect you," He said. "As long as my heart is beating, I will protect you." This is what he told me to get me to stop crying. His words really soothe me.

When I reached the bottom of the steps, Rafe was leaning against the wall by the front door. He is wearing a tight ,white, t-shirt and dark jeans. He's wearing a pair of black sunglasses and his hair is done like a 1950's actor. He looks like he stepped straight out of Grease. He is the sexiest thing my eyes have ever rested on. Raphael Connor Blackwood is the most godlike being walking the planet and he is mine and only mine.

"Like what you see?" He asked smirking cockily as he closed the space between us. I rolled my eyes and grinned at him.

"For your information, I love what I see." I said standing on my tippy toes to kiss his lips. He smiled and bit the side of my lip playfully. I let a moan escape my lips. He down at me with lust filled eye and backed me into a wall. He pressed his body firmly to mine.

I don't know what came over me but I suddenly felt the urge to touch. My hands went slowly up his shirt, he groaned and crashed his lips to mine kissing me deeply as I traced the contours of his body with my fingers. I ran my tongue down the crease of his lips, asking for entry. He gave it to me easily, almost like he has waited for this moment since we woke up.

"You taste so good." He groaned as our tongues rolled together. He lifted me off of the floor and wrapped my legs around him. It reminded me of the first day I was here, the very first time he kissed me. I can feel his erection pressed to me through the shorts I am wearing. My eyes widened, causing him to chuckle.

I don't know why but my heart started to race. I've never been this close to a penis in my life! I don't even know how the damn things work! To say that I don't know anything about sex would be an understatement. I'm completely clueless when it comes to being intimate with someone. The only thing I know about sex is the technical stuff:

1) Safe sex is great sex

2) There are a shitload of STD's out there

3) 1+1=3 (Get it?)

and a little thing I learned from the air-headed girls in foster care

4) Just because you have sex doesn't mean he loves you or even wants you

So I don't know much, but what do you expect when you got your sex ed lesson from a fat, virgin, alcoholic who works at the foster home. Who lets a virgin teach kids about sex? What could he possibly know if he never gets any? 

"Do you want some breakfast?" He asked kissing my nose and putting me back on the floor. "We can stop anywhere you want." I thought about it for a moment and nodded my head. "Is there a particular restaurant you want to go to?" He asked considerately.