Discover (A Harry Styles Fanfiction)

Chapter 5

The party dragged on for ages, I think the only people really then up to parties is to have sex. As I looked round the room all I could see was people sucking each other's faces off, something that looked rather disgusting. I'm 18 and I haven't had my first kiss, people call me fidget but I just don't want to waste my first kiss.

I hadn't seen harry again the whole time we were at thee party which I was thankful for who knows what would have happened. He would've just said something that hurts my feelings like usual. I tried looking for olive but I couldn't see her.

I had searched everywhere and I couldn't find her, I found harry and he was my last resort so I went over to him to ask him where she was.

"Harry"

"What do you want now" he said

" I was just wondering if you have seen Olive, no need to be so rude about it" he didn't seem drunk.

"She's over there with this guy" he pointed to the corner of the room we were sitting in and she was slumped to the floor with a guy flung over her.

I walked over to her and tried to lift her up, it was no use. Someone came over and tried to help us, I was surprised when I saw Harry's mop of curls picking up olive.

"Do you need a ride home?" Harry asked.

"Um.. I don't know if I should, I don't want you to go to any trouble"

"For gods sakes I asked didn't I?" He rose his voice.

"Just get in the car, I'll carry her" pointing towards olive who was in an intoxicated state.

I walked out if the house and followed harry to his car, he was carrying olive bridal style. When he unlocked the cart he first thing I noticed was the smell. It smelt like the first time I saw him in art. His cologne mixed with smoke, it somehow tickled my nose buds.

The car ride was mostly silent apart from the occasional asking where my house was, I told him olive would crash at mine for the night. My mum wouldn't be home so I didn't need to worry about her asking questions. Harry didn't really know his way around this side of town and I found it quite ammusing. I starting laughing.

"What are you laughing at" he coldly said.

"Just how you don't know where you're going we passed my house 2 streets back"

"You could have at least said, then I wouldn't have had to spend longer time in the car with you and your slut of a friend" he rudely remarked.

"For gods sakes harry I was just trying to lighten the mood, you have a go at me yet look at you, you can't even take a joke" I huffed.

"and for the record my friend isn't a slut"

After he didn't reply, he pulled into the driveway. I was beyond pissed. Who does he think he is? I scrambled out the car and to the back seat where olive was draped over the two seats. I slung her over my should using all my strength.

Harry rolled down the window and I have him a glare.

"Need any help?" He chuckled. I can't keep up with his moods one minute ago he was having a strop now it's as if it never happened.

"I can manage" I sternly said.

"Doesn't look like it, you don't look the strongest"

"How come every sentence that comes out your mouth is rude" I realised I was standing in the street with a dress on talking to someone through a car window.

"Thanks for the ride anyway" I said before he could reply.

"Whatever, goodbye violet." And with that he put the engine I a no drove off down the street.

When I entered the house I sat olive on my bed, I tried to wake her up. She groaned and tossed and turned. Her eyes were flickering so I forced some pills into her mouth to make her less hungover in the morning and she drunk some water.

I changed into my night time clothes brushed my teeth and wiped all the layers of make up off my face that I was wearing. I never want to wear make up again if I know you have to do this every night. Some girls go to so much trouble for guys that don't even notice.

My first experience of going to a party didn't turn out as planned. Luckily tomorrow was the weekend so I could have a sleep in. Olive probably wouldn't be up till noon so I didn't have to worry about her.

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I woke up to the sound of someone talked on the phone. My eyes opened and I looked around the room, olive was no where in sight. I got out of my bed and walked to the bathroom through the hall. Olive had her phone pulled up to her ear, she was still wearing the dress she wore last night, the hem slightly pulled her thigh. She saw me and hung up the phone.

"Who was that? "

"Just my mum, she was worried where I was" she dryly laughing.

"Oh right, are you feeling okay?"

She hesitated then replied.

"Yeah got a massive headache, what happened last night?"

I started explaining to her what happened when I told her about harry taking us home her eyes widened, I got worried for a second until she talked.

"You're telling me hot harry drove us home while I was drunk" she rushed the sentence.

"Hot harry?"

"Yes! The one I was telling you about on Tuesday in the hallway?"

"You were talking about Harry Styles when you said there would be a new hot guy at the party?" I nervously spoke.

"Yes, how do you know his name anyway..?"

"He's in my art and English class, he's a a complete dick" I rarely swear just it was necessary in this context.

"I can't believe it! He probably think I'm crazy, I didn't say anything weird did I?"

"Not that I recall"

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After olive went home it was nearly getting dark out side, I got a text from mum saying she'll be home at midnight. I hated be home alone, but there was nothing I could do about it. She's just doing what is best for me and trying to grieve even though it's been 4 years she still hasn't got past my dads death.

My thoughts took over my mind and I started overthinking everything, I kept think about the day my dad died. I remember the look on his face and the last words he said to me, before I knew it I was in tears I need to go the place where I was alone, I was peaceful and it helped me clear my mind.

I grabbed a jacket put on my shoes and tied back my hair, I walked to my getaway place that no one knows about. It's a stream down my a park, trees are enclosed around it. I go there when I'm sick of things, when everything catches up on me. Today is one if those days.

When I near the stream, I hear branches and leaves crumble, it must just be birds. I walk between two trees and look around so no body sees me enter. It's quite late out, and pitch black. Its 9.30 and I usually stay here for around an hour.

When I enter my sanctuary I guess I'm not the only one who knows about this place, I see a silhouette of a body near the bottom of the stream. I contemplate whether to keep walked or just turn around. I turn around but just to my luck the leaves drug beneath my feet. The persons head darts to me. He looks familiar.

"Whoever you are just leave, no ones meant to know about this place." His raspy voice spoke.

I put the pieces together and I knew who it was, I was somewhat relived that it wasn't a stranger.

"Harry?" I questioned.

"Violet?" He quietly said.