Discover (A Harry Styles Fanfiction)

Chapter 6

Out of all people to be here I would never expect harry to be one of those people I guess you never know.

"What are y-you doing here" were the first words that came out of my mouth stuttering a bit.

"None of your business" he said without looking me in the eyes.

I tried not to take everything so seriously so I asked him another question instead,

"How do you know about this place?"

"Violet, you realise you aren't the only one who knows about this place."

"I realise that harry, it's just every time I come here I never see you here" I said quietly.

"Must not come here often then" he looked at the stream, no sign of happiness.

I got up the confidence to ask the question I really wanted to, I made my way over to where he was sitting. I slowly brought my body down to the ground, making the leaves crush beneath my bottom. I pulled my legs up so my arms where holding them, Harry's head turned to the side briefly then looking straight back to the stream.

"Harry why do you come here?" Wanting the real answer.

"Just to get away from everything, ya'know? Don't you just ever feel trapped? But then you realise there's nothing you can do" he slowly spoke.

I finally saw another side to harry, not the harry that wanted to hook up with every girl, not the harry that is rude and judgemental, not the harry that is a punk, the vulnerable harry is the side he was showing me and I really liked it.

"I get exactly what you mean, it's like you can't-"

I was cut of by Harry's voice,

"No violet you don't know! You don't know shit! You come from a perfect little family, you're probably really fucking rich and throw money at everything that gets in your way. You get perfect grades that you're parents applaud you on, You're some proper little girl that wears knee length skirts because you're afraid of what people will think off you, you have your whole life planned out and you're going some million dollar college, am I right?" He vigorously shouted.

I was surprised by his outburst, he can't just come here and think I'm some perfect little girl that comes from a perfect family. I was going to stand up for myself and my family and put him in his place, he can't go round treating people like that.

"No Harry! You can't just assume anything, you don't know anything about me, yet you come here and think I have a perfect life with some perfect family, guess what my dad died! So there goes your assumption because it's shot to hell don't you think? And I'm some proper girl that wears knee length skirts? well sorry for having self respect and not throwing myself at everything that moves! Is that such a crime, god harry you really are something. "

He hesitantly spoke, neither of us had moved from our positions that we were in. We were still sitting on the ground like nothing had happened. I could see he was going to say something by the movement of his mouth, his eyes were moving over the area we were sitting in until he finally broke the silence.

"Violet I didn't mean that, it's just I come here to get alone time, to be free from everything. To not care about anything in the world, just to clear your head for a couple of minutes. I'm not in the right head space sorry for lashing out."

"It's just really annoying that just because I dress nicely and I have good grades I instantly come from a perfect home with some stink ass rich father"

"Don't you though?" He questioned.

"I told you harry my dad died.." I said not really liking when I say it out loud.

"I'm sorry" he faintly smiled.

He quickly said something else,

"Then how do you have such a nice house?"

A waited a bit, not knowing how to out it into words.

"My mum, she didn't really cope with my fathers death to well, she resorted to working every hour she could get her hands on. I barely see her. I would stay at home, but it all just reminds me of my last life, that's why I come here to forget everything."

He nodded slowly like he was taking everything in,

"What about you?"

"You know just cause you told me your past doesn't mean I'm willing to share mine" he chuckled.

I pouted slightly, sad that I wouldn't find out about his past.

"You're so unfair harry!" I laughed.

He moved in a bit closer, about an inch was between us. He leaned his head down and his hair ticked my ear, just like it did at school. I wondered what he was doing until he whispered something in my ear,

"Life's not always fair violet" he quietly spoke as if someone was listening to us.

I smiled at what he said. His lips softly brushed my ear until his eyes were connected with mine, his emerald green eyes shooting bullets straight through me. We sat like that for a few seconds until I saw him leaning his head inwards, I froze not knowing what to do, I've never kissed a guy. Do I want harry to be my first kiss? Before I could answer that, his lips were pressed against mine.

Our lips moved in sync, perfectly moulding together. I've never experienced anything like it in my life, this feeling is extraordinary. My tummy feels like it's on fire, it could burst at any second. I followed his steps and tried to keep up. His hands caressed my check as my hands gradually moved to the back of his head, my hands got caught in his dark head of curls, a hefty moan was released from his mouth. His tongue glided over my lip asking for entrance and that when I was brought back to reality.

I pushed at his chest with my hands so he would brake the kiss, he didn't he kept wanting more,

"Harry!" I stood up so we broke aprart, he was left sitting on the ground.

"What? It was only a bit of tongue not like you've never experienced that before" he said.

I blushed and he saw me as I quickly turned away

"No way! You've never kissed anyone?" He was laughing now.

"Go ahead take the piss out of me like you always seem to" I said walking away.

"don't be like that come on" he yanked at my wrist forcing me to turn around.

"Be like what harry? Just drop it, I'm going" I turned my back towards him.

"I guess you are prudish and proper after all" he said wanting me to hear it.

"Harry can't you ever see when you take it to far, I hardly know you and we nearly had a full on make out session! That was my first proper kiss, you always have to be such a dick."

"Violet what is your problem, seriously you need to learn to take a joke, have you ever heard of that? Fuck!" He bit back.

He turned around and walked out of the sanctuary I have come to love, I saw him getting his keys out of his back pocket and driving down the road. He didn't even apologise for what he said to me. He didn't even feel rude for saying it!

He just took my first kiss away from me, something I'll never be able to get back. I full well know if I could have stopped this from happening I would. But he didn't brake the kiss, what was I thinking. This is a nightmare. I walked home and fell onto my bed, drifting off to sleep thinking about what could have happened if the encounter went differently. I still haven't come to terms that I just lost my first kiss. At least it wasn't my virginity.

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