Hard Decisions •~• (BxB)

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Lil Xan/Diego (POV)

I sat at home sipping liquor and smoking a blunt. I was waiting for Lil Peep to call me back.

He must've been popping xans at the time.

I call him up again and he still doesn't answer.

I finish smoking and I feel high as fuck.

I hear a knock at the door and I try to walk but I fall down because I'm super drunk.

"Shit!" I whisper under my breath.

I slowly stand back up and lean against the door trying to keep my balance.

I turn around and finally open the door.

"Diego!"

"Hi Gustav!" I say, sounding slurred.

"Are you high? Your eyes are red and you can barely talk..."

I shrug and I walk into the house keeping my hand on the wall so I don't fall.

Gustav walks in and I push him against the wall and I lean on him because I almost fell, our faces are almost touching.

I feel the double vision coming.

"Fuck!" I whisper and I back up and fall down.

I just sit on the floor and I can't see anything clearly.

"Gustav?" I call him and he sits next to me.

"Did you p-pop any xans today?" I ask but I can't see where his eyes are because of the double vision.

"No...we both agreed on stopping the drugs. Remember?"

I shake my head 'no' and I feel a headache coming on.

I groan as I hold my head.

I take my beanie off.

"Help me, Gustav!" I groan in pain.

Lil Peep/Gustav(POV)

I look at Diego and he's obviously in pain.

I pick him up, go upstairs, and put him in his bed.

"Thanks babe..." He says softly and I blush.

That must be the drugs talking.

I start to walk away because I want to go home.

"Wait! Stay here please!"

He pleads me and he looks so cute right now. I'm bisexual and he knows that.

I bite my lip and lay next to him.

I wrap my arms around him and he moves closer to me.

*30 minutes later*

He falls asleep and I just stare at him.

I could take advantage of him because he's high and drunk...

"No!" I whisper to myself.

"But I can't resist!" I say and I slowly pull his boxers down and I get underneath the covers.

I look at his cock. "It's huge!" I whisper to myself and I start to give him a blowjob.

"Fuck!" I hear him moan in his sleep.

I lick his tip and he moans even more.

I smile a little but it's getting pretty hot underneath the covers.

I keep blowing him anyway.

"Ahh~!" I hear him moan and I start to get hard.

"Don't stop!~I'm cumming!" He moans again and I swallowed all of his cum.

"You taste so good Diego..." I say and crawl out from underneath the covers and I lay next to him again.

"He's so high that he won't even remember this by tomorrow." I thought, and cuddled up to him with my arms wrapped around him.

A/N - This is literally my first book I've ever written. P.S... Don't roast me pls, I'm not good at writing smut and I'm uncomfortable as heck. But I'm doing this for you guys. Sorry that this is so short.