Hard Decisions •~• (BxB)

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Lil Peep/Gustav (POV)

I've been depressed for these past few days. I just wish I could have Diego but he's not into me. I hate that, I just want someone to love me like I love them.

I want just want to kiss them, hug them, compliment them, and definitely have sex with them. I decide to text Diego.

Peep - (Read)
I can't take it anymore, lying to myself. I love you Diego and in a gay way. I know that you aren't into boys but...can you give me a chance? I just love you so much.

Xan - Fine... I'll do it.

Peep - (Read)
Thank you so much

Lil Xan/Diego (POV)

I had to lie to him to get him to leave me alone, I honestly don't want to date him. But...I think that I'm actually into a guy- Gazzy. He's the first boy I've loved before.

Damn, I feel gay as fuck. I'm not gonna tell Gazzy about it though. He doesn't hang with fags and that's a fact.

I'm laying in my bed just thinking, when I get a text from Gazzy.

Lil Pump ESKETIT - Hey G. We were so fucking high yesterday.

Xan - Wait, what? I don't remember anything that happened yesterday, but I'm wearing your clothes.

Lil Pump ESKETIT -
Yeah you took a shower over at my house and I let you keep the clothes. Come over tho.

Lil Pump/Gazzy (POV)

I'm so glad he forgot everything that happened yesterday, he forgot that I asked him for head too. That's the best part of it all. Damn, I love this boy. I think I might be gay for this boy.

I hear a knock at the door and I smile immediately. Damn I was thinking for a while.

I run to the door and open it.

"Hey Diego!" I say excitedly. He smiles at me, "hey Gaz. Why are you so excited?"

"Wanna go somewhere today?" I ask him and he shrugs, "why not?" I smile like a kid in a candy store. (A/N that was pretty corny I ain't gon' lie). I step outside and lock the door.

"Come on!" I yell to Diego and he walks over.

I sit in the car and Diego opens the passenger side door and sits down after me, closing the door.

"Diego?"

He looks up at me with a confused look. "Yeah?"

"Shit...you got me feelin some type of way. I...I think I love you." I bite my lip and he blushes.

"I feel the same way. I think I love you too."

I move in closer and press my lips against his and start to kiss him. He kisses back and I stop.

"Fuck..." I murmur after I pull away.

"I...I can't date you." He said and my eyes widened. "Why not?" He looked down then back up at me. "I'm... 'dating' someone. It's Gustav." He air quotes his words and I give him a confused look.

I look away from his eyes and at my window next to me. I feel like I'm about to cry, I can't let him see me like this.

"Diego. Get out." I growl trying to hold in my anger.

"If you were dating someone, then why the fuck would you lead me on?!" I yell and look over at him.

"I'm not actually dating him, I lied to him so he would hop off of my dick." He says while trying to touch my arm. I slap his hand away.

"Really? I'm sorry Diego."

"Listen to me, Gazzy." I look up at him, still holding my tears in.

"Peep...he raped me."

I look at him with wide eyes. "Then, why are you 'dating' him?" I air quote my words like he did.

He shrugged. "He just won't stop saying he loves me even after you told him to stop and he kept asking for me to be his boyfriend. I had to say yes to make him leave me alone."

"I'mma get his ass locked up!" I said while wiping away my tears.

"I was high as fuck off of xans and he fucked me. All I remember is feeling pain and moaning 'stop'."

"We need to tell the police, Diego!"

He nods slowly.

"That was my best friend until he pulled that shit on me. I need to break up with him."

I smiled and nodded.

"I'm sorry for yelling at you baby. We should kiss again some time." I wink and he blushes.

He pulls his phone out and starts texting Peep.

Xan - (Read)
I know we just started dating like literally just started dating. But I was thinking and I really can't date you.

Peep -
Really? Ok... I'm sorry I'm unlovable.

"Now all we need to do is get his ass in trouble. But let's eat first. "

I nod with an evil smirk.

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