Hard Decisions •~• (BxB)

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Lil Xan/Diego (POV)

No! NO!

"Doctor!" I yell while shaking Gazzy. Please wake up, don't die on me. I'm sorry I couldn't save you, please forgive me.

The doctor comes running in and tries to revive him. But...

He still wouldn't wake up. This can't be happening. GAZZY CAN'T BE DEAD.

"I'm so sorry...he's gone..."

When I heard those words, I immediately started to cry. I just lost my boyfriend.

All thanks to Gus, I swear I'm gonna kill him!

I look at Gazzy's lifeless body once more and I storm out of the hospital.

I drive home while crying my eyes out and I run inside my house and flop on my bed.

Why, God, Why? I loved him so fucking much and now he's gone. I'm gonna miss him - the moments we had together.

He would always make me laugh and he always was there when I needed him. He always knew how to make me happy. I wish I could wake up next to him every day.

God, I loved him. He was my everything I even had thoughts of a wedding ring. Now I'm just better off dead.

I can't live without Gazzy. I need him.

I wipe my tears and my phone vibrates in my pocket.

Peep -
Hey baby I just heard some news that Gazzy died

I just wanna scream. Fuck Gus, I can't stand him.

Xan -
(Read)
What did you do to him? I know it was you! All of this is your fault. I fucking hate you!

Peep -
I murdered him so he could stop getting between us. If you would've just dated me, this would have never happened.

So he killed the person I loved the most....JUST BECAUSE I DIDN'T DATE HIM?!

Xan -
(Read)
Something is seriously wrong with you! I don't want anything to do with you! Don't ever come near me. I hate you even more than before!

Peep -
If you don't date me then I'll have to get rid of you and if you tell the police then the same thing will happen. I love you so much so I hope I don't have to do that to you baby.

What the hell?! I can't do this. Why did this have to happen to me? I can't say no or I'll die...I only have one choice.

Xan -
(Read)
Ok Gus I'll date you. How did you even get out of jail!?

Peep -
I broke out and if you tell the police anything then you'll get punished. I'm also gonna be staying at your house.

I'm scared for my life! But there's nothing I can do. I can't let him stay here but I have to.

Xan - (Read)
Ok

Peep -
I'll see you soon baby, I love you

Xan -
I love you too

I had to tell him that I love him or he might have threatened me. I'm so scared...he can't come over.