This was the turning point

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Dear Diary, june 21st

Its been 2 years since I wrote in this diary. Why you ask? Because I made it in college! Exciting? YES! OF COURSE!

The last day of high school all the bullying has finally stopped. No more getting pushed around and humilulated. It feel fantastic ,like I'm jumping on clouds. I cant believe how quick my life turned around. It still from this day feels like i am living in a fantasy where everything is my way, No rules, no flase nothing! Just me!

Me and Nathan are still on very good terms but me and Ella not so much. She found out about me and Nathan dating and she wasn't very happy... AT ALL. I tryed to tell her that we both of feelings for eachother and we cant stop that, But Ella is very controlling and determined to do what she says. I finally told her "I'm not your friend if your not happy about me and Nathan, I'm not your friend" Then i walked away. Ugh shes like another Sarah and Martina. Didn't think i would come across them again but I did.

Oh! I almost forgot to tell you!. I'm studying school to be a guideance conuceller. The reason is because what i was going thought in my years of schooling wasn't fun and most of all I had no one to talk too. I want students to be able to come talk to me about things that they are having trouble with or emotions they are holding in.

Anyways... I moved out of my fosters mom home. She is the one who brought me to the place I am today and I want to thank her for all she has done. I now live in a 2 story home with clean clothes, funiture, food, ECT. sometimes the ruff sections of life just bring you to bigger and better things. Many will say you are just trying to get attention! just remember they haven't been though what you have been. Theres some things that you might not understand. Or maybe even never understand, But all you have to remember is to be loyal.

I am very sad to say this but this is my last a final entry in this diary. I wrote in this diary to get things off my mind but im on my way to something brighter. I'm not living in the shadows of this diary anymore. It was great company but now i think I perfectly fine without it:)

Remember don't let people walk over you, Give them an impossible obstacle course to get threw.

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