Not Ready to Say Goodbye...

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Jess's Pov-

"Jess!! Come quick!!" The doctor yells from my Mom's room. I run fast up the stairs, to the right and down the long Hall to my Mom.

"What is it?! What is happening?!" I ask panting and sweating. The doctor looks at me with sadness then back to my mom. "No! No.. No... Not now, Mom! Not now!" I cry, holding her hand and kneeling next to the bed.

"J-J-Jess..." Mom starts slowly and very shakily. I look in her eyes and smile while tears go down my face.

"H-Hi mom! I'm here. See? Jess is here." I cry quietly between words.

"Jess..." She says softer.

"Yes, Mom?" I ask looking her in the eyes and sitting on the bed to hold her on my lap. "I'm here."

"I-I'm s-s-so c-cold..." She says reaching for my face. I nod fastly and grab the blanket closest to me fast and go to hand it to her but she holds my hand and sniffs it. "Smells like you!" I laugh littlely but for her to notice. "Jessica, I want you to listen to me now..."

"Okay. What is it?"

"Go with Doctor Jean. She will take you to your father, where you will be in safe keeping... "

"No, mom. No! Don't talk like that... You will live, okay? You can survive this cancer, trust me!"

"Jess! There is no use in trying, ... She is dying." Jean reassures me. I shake my head.

"No, I am not going to accept that!" I say crying.

"Jess... Please... Hold me okay baby?" Mom says very weakly.

"A-A-alright Mom. I will." I cry some more.

" ooo... I'm feeling.... Colder. J-J-Jess... Where are you?" Mom asks scared. I look at Jean shocked. She looks at the floor.

"Mom, I'm right here. I haven't left. I am right here."

" oh. I must of f-f-forgotten." She talks slower and shakier. " it is time."

"Mom, please no! Your all I've got. Don't die please.. I need you." I cry harder but trying to be string for her sake.

"Baby, I'm sorry. I l-l-love you and y-y-you take care of yourself, have courage and be like your father... Please... for me..." She almost whispers for me.

"Why like dad?"

"He is strong, brave, never gives up and stands for what he loves... You are just like him. Be brave, strong, independent, smart and above all, find love. Love that you never got from dad but love you got from me, find a good man and love him. Use your gift for good and be good." She starts to get weaker. She reaches for my face. "Oh my dear girl... I love you.... Take care now... my... dear..." She looks at the ceiling. "*sighs* I'm ready now..." She closes her eyes then opens then and looks at me, smiling. "Goodbye baby."

"NO, MOM!" she exhales and stops breathing. "MOM!!! NOOO!!! MOM, PLEASE!!? No..." I hug her and cry on her chest. I can't believe this is happening. I never thought this would happen. I start to hum a song that she loved.

This is the song:(


"Jess, it is time to go now. I am very sorry for your loss." Jean says rubbing my back.

"Don't touch me. I don't want you to touch me right now. Just get me to my dad and this shit over with."

"Watch your mouth!" Jean says shocked.

"Fuck off! How 'bout that for language? Like German? Here.. How bout this... Fich dich. How is that?!" I snap at her and walk out.

"Yep, that is definitely her dad talking." Jean chuckles. I roll my eyes, grab my bag and walk out.

"Take me to the fucked father I haven't seen in 16 years." I say.

"That is your whole life!" Jean says surprised.

"I know. He was never there. Well, he left when I was 2. But I don't remember him." She nods and opens the door of the car for me. "I can take care of myself, thank you... Bitch." I slam the car door shut. I look at the house I have lived in all my life. I feel tears go down my face and I wipe my eyes and look ahead. Time for hell.

3rd person Pov-

Three people enter the house. They open different doors to rooms.

"Sir, she isn't here."

"Charles..."

That is the end of Chapter 2. I made myself cry... Hope you enjoy! This is so much fun! Keep updated. Trust me it will get better.

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