A random letter, lesson ,and or conversation.

12/29/17

Life really sucks sometimes. You could do everything right but it doesn't matter sometimes because that's just how it is.

For example a little story when I wanted to go out with friends and we made plans I would make sure to do everything right.. such as good grades, do what I was told, wake up early to do extra chores, help my brother with whatever he needed and things like that but usually I couldn't do my plans which would break my heart every time because I was and still am a child. It would break my heart because I was told by a wise good person that you get what you deserve, if you were good you'd get good if you were bad you wouldn't get anything. This really bugged me at times because I would try so hard for things to go right to be happy but I would try so hard and was always stressed and tired of being alive.

Long story short I guess you have to try a little harder for things to go right.. right? I mean it could also depend on how you see things. But I don't know I'm a confused kid that doesn't know what their doing or saying. Just do what you can to be happy I guess as long as it's worth it in the end..

Dear reader ,
It'll be okay.. eventually.. I mean it doesn't hurt to try your best but don't expect for what you want to happen to happen just because you went the extra mile or took the extra time. The world looks different in everyone's eyes, just because someone does extra and gets extra doesn't mean you will too.
                                  - Mali