It Must Be True Love

where is the real me? (chapter 14)

Mark POV

I don't want to be here anymore. I feel like I am paralyzed. I feel like my feelings are gone. I feel so cold. I'm lost and it kills me. I don't know why I feel like this. I should be happy! I have an amazing man sleeping right next to me. I need to get my thoughts in check. I don't want to feel anymore If this is how it feels. Maybe I should just shut it off. Maybe I should just let him in. That's all he tells me to do. "JuST shUt iT oFf yOu will feEl bEtTeR aftEr I PrOmisE" I don't know what to do I don't want to listen to him but I feel as if I need to. I'll just sleep it off...

Sean POV

Something is wrong with Mark. When I woke up he wasn't next to me like usual. He wasn't even at the house. I called him

Sean: Hey, where are you?

Mark: I went for a walk, I needed some air.

Sean: And you didn't think to wake me up and tell me you were leaving?

Mark: You were sleeping I didn't want to wake you.

Sean: Okay. When will you be back? It's freezing out why didn't you just stick your head out the window to get air? haha

Mark: I didn't want to be in the house with you.

Sean: Wha-

--Mark hangs up--

What the hell! Why would he say that to me? Did I do something wrong?! Oh god... what if he is done with me... what if he's out with someone new... I can't imagine a life without mark... I'm going to call him again. I call him and it goes straight to voicemail. I don't know what to do. Should I go look for him or should I just wait for him to get back...

Mark POV

I cant go back to the house...not like this. I need to clear my head. you cant stop me mark I will always win and you know it. just let me in. you will feel so much better I promise. just give me control. NO, leave me alone! Yes, that's it! let me in! NO, please! I cant leave Sean ple-

yes! finally, my time is now!

Sean POV

Its been fore--

--Mark walks in--

Oh, thank god! I run and hug him. I thought you were lost or hurt! I'm so glad that you are home! Are better now..? If not I can give you some space. "I'm fine I just need to shower. care to join?" I don't know what it was but there was something off about Mark. But I just nodded and followed him upstairs. He started the shower and locked the door. He pushed me against the door and started to remove my clothes. He was so rough, I got scared. Mark are you okay..? You're being a little rough... He didn't even acknowledge me he just continued to try to get my belt off. Here let me help- "I GOT IT! JUST LET ME DO IT OKAY!" Mark stop... Mark STOP I don't want to do this anymore! MARK GET OFF OF ME!! I pushed him away from me. Then I saw it. His eyes. Black as night. Mark what's wrong with you! I told you to stop like a million times! "Oh, I'm sorry... I guess I'm not myself right now. Did I hurt you?.. haha as if I care if I hurt you! come here you little bitch!" I fumbled to unlock the door. Mark grabbed me. I kicked him in the crotch and ran downstairs. I ran to the cabinet to get my keys. He ran down the stairs so fast. he grabbed me and slammed me against the countertop. "Now you listen here you little shit you will do everything that I tell you to do you understand? and now more of this kicking and running away thing got it?" I was too scared to answer. he slammed my head against the counter and yelled: "DO YOU UNDERSTAND WHAT I TOLD YOU?!" Yes! yes, I understand... I stared to cry with fear. "Stop crying you, little baby. God, I don't see what Mark see's in you" what do you mean...? aren't you Mark..? "Oh, no baby face. I am NOT your little Bitch Baby named Mark. I am Dark. Aww did little Mark not tell you about me? How cute that makes what I'm about to do so much better..."

Hehehe I thought mire Darkibaby was needed!! Hope you like it! keep your eyes out for another chapter tomorrow! love you guys!

~Liz