*************Jixx's POV**************
Not again. I don't want this again. My heart is still scarred. I'm not ready. But i can't shake this feeling. It doesn't seem to want to go away. I can't believe i'm saying this, but I'm in love with Glint. Usually, i would be saying NO NO NO! What are you thinking? STOP! Right about now, but i can't deny it. This feeling, it's nothing like what i had with Geo. It's so much... stronger... and more passionate. It feel warm, and safe. But i can also sense the danger, which is totally ruining the feeling. But i can't help it, upon my heart there is still a mark. Everytime I see Glint in the hallway, a shimmer of warmth flashes within me. And everytime he greets me, a light of hope shimmers. Everytime we hold a conversation, happiness floods me. But then he leaves. And darkness consumes me again. The mark on my heart sears with pain, and shadows overwhelm my vision. A flash of color soon resumes to shades of gray again. It sucks. Like a freakin' vacuum. Yes, a vacuum. I realize that was a lame comparison but its true okay?
***********Glint's POV***********
After our last encounter, we've been talking quite a bit actually. But to be honest, I'm too shy to actually confront her, so everytime we talk.... It's always AFTER we bump into eachother. xD But this time im going to do it. Alright. Deep breath. Okay let's go.
"JIXX! Hey! Jixx! Wait up!" I yell as I run after her. What the hell? She walks fast. That's cool I guess. Haha, no not really, okay. Uh... awkward. Anyways. "Jixx!!"
"Oh, uhm. H-hi Glint." Yeah, she still stutters around me, but not as much as the first time. "What is it?" For some reason I could hear a drop of fear in her voice. But I could also feel the stiffness, and tenseness of her body, as well as the inkling of hope-or happiness I can't tell- inside her. I could never figure her out. I usually can see through people easily, but Jixx. She always makes me feel unsure. I don't really like it, but it's.... interesting.
"Uh, well, I'm hanging out with some friends on Saturday, do you want to come?"
"I-I don't know... I.." Her voice faltered after that. What's wrong? ...... OH CRAP!
"No, not like some like a lot. Not many. I mean...it could just be the two of us if you want."
Oh man why am I so nervous?! And crap. I just totally made her feel uncomfortable. Gahh im so stupid. I forgot she's uncomfortable around people. But if it's just the two of us, it's like a date and that's even more uncomfortable! But...a date wouldn't be too bad.... Wait wait. Do I like Jixx? Oyyy, this is so confusing. I've never felt this way before. BLARGH!
"Uhm." Her voice was really quiet. Like, uber quiet. I was straining to hear her voice. She must feel really awkward, gahh I feel so dumb! "Can-can it -----"
Wait, what did she say??
Only part one of the chapter. Next one will be up sometime soon i think .
Working on it right after i post dis up .
So dat you guyz could still at least have SOMETHING to read haha . (:
The romance is really going .!! (:
