HE GAVE ME HOPE!!!!!! (one direction)

CHAPTER 17

autors note: 

srry but im sorta haveing a hard time writing this. im having alot of writers block soo this chapter might not be as good. ill try to make it long to see if it gets somewhere really good but for now- if its not- just hang with me i promise it will get better.

LOU POV:

"well," I started 

harry gave me a firm look.

we got to the hotel. the hilton hotel.

"how did we meet up exactly?"nat asked asked

"well we ran into eachother in the hallway" i said

"WAIT SO YOU DIDNT PAY FOR MY HOTEL ROOM!" she nearly yelled

"no, you have a fashion job and afforeded it ur self" liam said 

"FASHION JOB NOOO WAY!!!!!" natasha yelled

"hey we cant tell her everything it would be too over whelming on her" harry said

"yeahh maybe a little" she said 

"sorry" liam and i unisoned

 NAT POV:

we walked into an elevator. and then into a room.

"NAT" 3 people i dont even know came running to me giving me a hug.

"GET OFF OF ME" i yelled about to cry. i ran strait to harry.

"guys! didnt zayn tell you she lost her memory" i cried  and cried even harder

"I HATE THAT I KNOW NOTHING ABOUT ME" i yelled running out to the hall

"no nat" he yelled

LOU POV:

" i got this" i said 

i ran out of the room following her. "nat?"

"its natasha to you" she said with a firm voice.

she was still sobbing. i just wanted to wrap my arms around her and tell her everything was going to be alright.

"okay, natasha"

"which one is my room?" she asked still with a firm tone.

"ill only tell you if you let me in to talk to you" i said knowing she has no other choice.

"fine, just show me"

"its right there" i pointed to her room. we started heading towards it.

she tried turing the nob.

"ITS LOCKED" 

"calm down" i said putting my hand on her shoulder "wheres your key?"

i asked her. my hand still on her shoulder. she turned around and gave me a hug. just fell apart in my arms. like she just lost everything she ever loved, had, her life. that was sorta true. well the life part atleast.

NAT POV:

the door is locked. Louis told me to calm down. no one tells me to calm down, but the way Louis did. it was soothing. he put his hand on me. i didnt bother to shrugg it off. i felt like it was suppose to be there. like it was ment to be there. i just fell apart in his arms. i lost my life. well part of it at least.

liam walked out. he froze.

"uhh..ohh..you probly want your key back" he said handing me a card.

i quickly opened the door and me and Louis walked in.

LIAM POV:

i just walked out. she was in Louis arms sobbing her poor eyes out. this was the hurt i didnt want her to experience. she looked terrible. she was holding on to him like he was the last thing she had and she never wanted to let it go. my heart broke at just the sight of her.

"uhh..ohh..you probly want your key back" i said handing it to her. i walked back into the room.

"how is she?" harry asked.

" she looked terrible. she was holding on to lou like he was the last thing she had in life. she was bawling her eyes out. and i-i-i kn- know i havent known her fo- for long bu- but i jus- just cant handel seeing her like that" i tried to get out breaking apart infront of my mates.

not once have they ever seen me like this. i was always the strong yet sensitible one.

everyone else just broke down as well. even zayn. ZAYN.

NAT POV:

"so what do you wanna talk to me about" i asked

"love, i sorta know what your going through. i have been in this position before. i just cant let this happen again. i need you to stay strong. please." he said.

i sat on the couch. he sat next to me.

" i can try, but lou why am i soo important too you" i asked

"well i cant quiet give you all that if your beautiful brain an barely wrap around your job" he said

i giggled. the was a smile on his face. soo big it was from ear to ear.

"what?" i asked giggling a little more at his goofy grin.

"your laughing. thank you." he said

i scooted closer to him. we were close. so close there wasnt even enough space for a dust mite to be between us.

my head was against his chest. "how were you in this position before louis?"

i felt so comfortable with him. i felt like i knew him longer and more than harry.

"well one of my ex girlfriends" he started " she got in a car crash really big back in england. she was driving her motorcycle and got hit. thank god she didnt die, but she did loose 9 years of her memory. shes 19. i tried to make her fall inlove with me again, but i guess el just couldnt" he started to tear up.

"ohh my gosh lou im soo sorry."

"its ok. it took me a while but i moved on"

"thats good. so does harry have a thing for me"

"i dont know truly"

he gave me a kiss on the forehead and headed out. 

"night pumpkin we need our beauty sleep" he said

"i need sleep. too look this amazing. ha ha PULEEZ"

"you know whats funny" he asked me with his head tilted to one side. he looked like he was examening me.

"what??"

"when i first met you, you said you needed beauty sleep........ with an american accent"

my mouth dropped.

"I SOO NEVER HAD AN AMERICAN ACCENT!!" i said knowing i would never.

" ohh yes you did. you pick up on stuff to easily"

"no i dont. i never did. never will"

"ohh if you think that than you have changed alot within the years.... nigh sweet heart" he said giving me one last kiss and leaving.

did i really have an american accent. i mean that would be cool, but..... ahh hes probly just fooling me. is he???????

AUTHORS NOTE:

and as i promised it got better. i thought i was gonna hate writing this chapter. then having the whole story fall apart then hate writing it. but as always my writing skills save the day! im just that awsome. not!