My Dearest * Book 1 * (Dear Evan Hansen for Reader Fanfiction)

Chapter 1

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WARNING: Swearing and flirting (if you don't like that stuff)

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Sincerely,

Me (BroadwayObsessed3404)

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"Oh my Lord, Conner Murphy!" I laughed as I walked down the hallway of my school with my boyfriend.

"I'm just saying. What would it feel like? " he replied with a smirk.

Connor Murphy and I have been dating for only a month and I felt pretty comfortable with him, though he could be stubborn and mean, especially when he was high on drugs. Sometimes I ask myself why he's my boyfriend and I've contemplated dumping him before. But he had a good side to him; his laugh, his eyes, his hair. The usual. Nothing special, no offense to him. He was not the most popular kid in school either. Actually, he was the lowest of the low before I came along. Now people know his name.

"We're going to the library," I started firmly, otherwise Connor would refuse. "I need to pick up something I printed out."

"Fine," he grumbled but agreed.

I whipped open the door to the library, Connor in hot pursuit, and realized that someone was there, too.

"Excuse me," I said politely to the boy whose back was towards me. He turned around and I felt like I was starting to blush a little. I've seen this boy around many times and I think: Goddamn, he's cute, but I can't like him because Connor is so overprotective.

The boy's brown eyes grew wide and his face turned red. "S-Sorry," he mumbled quietly.

I placed a hand on his shoulder, causing his face to turn even more red. "Don't be sorry."

"What the hell?!" Connor yelled when he saw me talking to the boy. "If you keep talking to her I'm gonna punch you so hard ..."

The cute boy looked really worried and it made him look even cuter. I decided to flirt with him because he honestly was cuter than my boyfriend.

I stood in front of the boy and glared at Connor. "Would ya leave him be?"

"What the ...? You're my girlfriend! Don't talk to other boys."

"I'm r-really sorry, I didn't m-mean to upset you-"

I turned around and put my index finger on his lips to shush him. Even though his face was still red with embarrassment, I could see joy dancing in his eyes. I smiled at him. He beamed back for a second, making my heart flutter.

"Connor, leave him be. Right now." I walked a threatening step towards him and he frowned deeply.

"Fuck you. Defend your new boyfriend. I don't care." Connor stomped off.

"Good!" I called back, hoping he heard me.

I turned around completely to see printer boy staring at me in awe. His surprised expression turned to sad very quickly. "I broke you two up. Well, assuming you two were b-boyfriend and girlfriend. I'm really sorry. You probably l-loved each other v-very much-"

"You apologize a lot," I observed, cracked a smile.

"I'm sorry," he mumbled, but then covered his mouth realizing his mistake. I giggled and waved for I was about to leave.

"Wait!"

I turned around and looked at him with expectant eyes.

"C-could you sign my cast?" he asked nervously, gesturing to his left arm which was wrapped in a blank white cast.

"Sure," I nodded and took a light blue Sharpie out of my pocket.

--Y/N

Feel better soon!

Before he could read the note, I genuinely smiled at him and left.