I was sitting in my lunch table with my best friend (and only may I add) Josephina and was laughing with her crazy talking ‘’I mean really Eva why would anyone be a vegetarian? Sure is cool for humans but not werewolves…if you say you don’t eat meat cause you love animals then why do you eat their food huh? I bet those people just hate vegetables but try to look nice’’ she said while eating her chicken sandwich. Me and Jo had accidentally heard that Samantha Millers or else the school queen had become vegetarian cause she loves animals and doesn’t want to eat them. Jo been the meat lover she is went crazy telling me all those weird things about vegetarians for the last couple of minutes. ‘’Just chill Jo just cause it is a different life style than yours doesn’t mean you have to be so negative about it’’ I said , she gave me a are you insane look and I smiled. Jo and I had been friends since I moved in this pack with my mom and I loved her like a sister but boy this girl was crazy. ‘’If you turn in one of those I am going to call mom’’ she said all serious and I giggled. I was used to her call my mother mom and I did the same to hers. Suddenly I smelt the same amazing scent that made me with in the knees and remind me how I was not good enough. I turned tower the smell before I could stop myself and I felt my heart break all over again. How could a heart be broken so many times and still been able to bit? There was my mate and future Alpha Rick Black. He was so handsome that it hurt me. He had the most amazing dark golden brown eyes and dirty blonde hair that looked made of silk and always made wish I could run my fingers in them, plus he had the sexiest body ever…tall and muscular in the right way made me want to lock him in a room and do some really dirty things to him. But what made my heart break was not his beauty... it was the beautiful girl who had in his arms. He was looking at her with love and was smiling at her. I knew he didn’t love her but was having his fun with her but still I couldn’t ignore the fact I wished I was her for just a moment.
I wish he was looking at me with fake love rather than true disgust, I wish he was holding me with care and not avoid touching me like I have some disuse or something. I felt my eyes water when his eyes met mine and were full with hate….why my mate would hate me that much? He is a player that wants every female he sees except his own mate. I pulled my eyes away thinking six months ago when I first found him and he made sure I get the message…he doesn’t want me.
Flashback
It was my seventeen birthday today meaning that from now on I could find my mate. I was super exited with the idea that I would found my other half. Mom had told me that when she found dad the world stopped moving and everything felt unimportant…it was like she had found the reason of her existent, a treasure she had no idea she needed. Sure dad had reject her in the end but mom always remembered him with love and was telling me to never hate him for what he did to her. A part of me is scared he will reject me as my dad rejected mom but I try not to think about that.
I walked to school since mom was already at work after I read her note that we are going to bake a cake when she comes home and that she love me more than I love pizza…and that meant way too much. i was walking tower my class when the most delicious scent hit my nose…honey, forest and…and fresh rain? I am not sure although I am sure this scent made some butterflies appears in my stomach. I followed the scent with a weird excitement while my heart was trying to jump out of my chest. I was so concentrate in the sent that I didn’t notice that I hit a wall…wait no not a wall. A chest? A hard muscular chest. I allowed my eyes to find the face that belonged to that guy and froze. My future Alpha was standing there with a confused expression in his golden brown eyes. I felt the world stop as I got lost in those beautiful eyes and sparks run down my skin where we were touching and I knew…he was mine, he was my one true mate. I tried to speak but no words formed and out of nowhere his lips crashed mine. It was like nothing I had felt before…the way his lips moved with mine made a new strange desire been born inside me. I felt his hands pull me closer to his body and his tongue asks for a entrerans that I gladly gave him. Our tongues were dancing while we explored each other mouth and then it was over. I pout as he pulled away and gave me a crazy look ‘’No no it can’t be’’ he said closing his eyes. I tried to touch his hand but he pulled away. I felt hurt but tried not to show it…’’Rick?’’ I asked as he opened his eyes and looked at me with disgust ‘’We are not mates this is a mistake’’ I gave him a crazy look ‘’You are kidding right?’’ I said. It is not like there is such a thing as mates by accident. Our souls recognize each other as their other half…a story my mom used to tell me about mates it is that they used to be one person, one soul that lived in heaven but when it’s time was up to come to earth gods separate it and made it two souls able to recognize each other and always looking for the other so they could be one again. ‘’No..i mean look at me!’’ he said pointing himself and I blushed while really dirty thought came to my mind by looking this hot body and amazing eyes. ‘’And look at you!’’ he said and I raised an eyebrow. Sure I was a nerd that loved baggy clothes and big glasses for style but I wasn’t ugly or was i? I am a short skinny girl with big boobs and a brazilian ass. Saying that I have a sexy body is more or less the truth saying that I am really shy and I hate people staring me explains my baggy clothes. I have long black hair and blue eyes, my lips are full and natural hot pink while my skin is really white except when I blush when I become a big tomato. ‘’It would never work…you don’t worth my time’’ he said and I felt like he was trying to take my heart out by using just his hands. ‘’Sorry shorty this would never could work out’’ ‘’but we are mates’’ I whispered with tears in my eyes and he sighed ‘’just cause I have the faith gave a crappie mate that doesn’t mean I have to accept it…you are not a Luna material…you are ugly and a completely nerd that no one like you…I don’t like you’’ he said and I felt my heart break ‘’But you kissed me you must like me’’ I whispered looking at him with hope and he shook his head ‘’That was my been stupid and not realizing what I do..it won’t happen again’’ he said and tried to move pass me ‘’Wait you can’t just leave me’’ I said and tried to pull him back. He gave me a hateful look and said ‘’I don’t want you. You are a worthless excuse of werewolf that I hope I had never met. Let me go ugly bitch I Rick Black reject you Eva silver’’ he said and pushed me away from him. I lost my balance and hit the floor while he stand on top of me ‘’don’t you dare tell anyone we are mates or I will kill you’’ he growled at me. I was so scared of him and so broken with my wolf trying not to pass out that I just nodded and he smiled before he leaves me there. The moment I lost him of my sight blackness took over as I allowed myself to feel the completely break of our bond.
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Royal Blood
WerewolfHave you ever heart that you shouldn't judge a book by his cover? This couldn't be more right description for my life. You see on the outside I am a nerd with big glasses that got rejected by the pack's ultimate player (and her mate) cause she wasn'...