True Love !*Jamilton*!

Chapter 3 Soulmates <3

Thomas's POV

We stayed like that for at least 15 minutes just me and him after that I went to bed I wanted to ask Hamil-no Alexander if he wanted to lay with me but I felt he would think it was awkward so a left and I said "G'night Alexander" and he replied with "good night Thomas."

He called me Thomas Yes! That's awesome!

A few minutes after I got into bed my soulmate wrote to me: Dear Soulmate i'm very sorry about earlier I was so selfish and I forgot it affected you, I have depression anxiety and other similar problems like sleep deprivement sorry again. Lots of Love <3 Soulmate

I wrote back quickly and said : Dearest soulmate do not feel bad it is not your fault you have those problems I have a friend who has similar issues at least I think he does so so not feel bad you cut I hope to meet you someday so we can talk about it Lots of love <3 Soulmate

We continued to talk until 1:00 am until I wrote to my soulmate

Dearest soulmate I see more red lines please stop cutting if you can,I must go check on my roommate now because i'm afraid he is cutting or worse see you soon I hope -<3 Soulmate

When I went to go see Alexander he wasn't there but a note saying: Dear Thomas if you're reading this that means you came to check on me and I am simply In the bathroom

-Alex

Phew ok I wait till owww. Dear soulmate please again stop cutting it's hurting me -<3 Soulmate

I noticed Alexander coming in he was in a bathrobe and had just come out of the shower like who showers at 2:00 am he notices me and quickly runs into his changing room he comes out wearing his normal clothes although a quickly notice something leaking through the under arm near his wrists I say "wow you're up early and showering at 2:00 am who does that?"

He replies saying " Me I suppose and i'm always up this early" he mumbled something at the end about medication but a didn't hear it "hey so what up with *I paused I noticed he had hidden the arm with the strange liquid behind his back* you're left arm."
He said nothing that means he was cutting most likely. "Alex did you?" he looked down that same night I took every single knife and blade he had and hid them in my room. I sent him to bed and he slept the rest of the night

Alex's POV

I continued to hug him for 15.13 minutes after that he left for bed I could tell he wanted to ask me something but he didn't before he left he said "G'night Alexander" and I replied with "good night Thomas." wait he called me Alexander YAY!

After he left I wrote to my soulmate to apologize for cutting

Dear Soulmate i'm very sorry about earlier I was so selfish and I forgot it affected you, I have depression anxiety and other similar problems like sleep deprivement sorry again. Lots of Love <3 Soulmate.

My Soulmate replied almost instantly saying

Dearest soulmate do not feel bad it is not your fault you have those problems I have a friend who has similar issues at least I think he does so so not feel bad you cut I hope to meet you someday so we can talk about it Lots of love <3 Soulmate

We talked until 1;00 am then I got a depressian wave I begin to cut it felt good because it hurt and I knew it couldn't get worse so it felt good then my soulmate wrote

Dearest soulmate I see more red lines please stop cutting if you can,I must go check on my roommate now because i'm afraid he is cutting or worse see you soon I hope -<3 Soulmate

After that I went to the bathroom to clean the wounds and wrote Thomas a note stating

Dear Thomas if you're reading this that means you came to check on me and I am simply In the bathroom

-Alex

When I was in there I took a shower and then bandaged the wounds

But the minute before a left I saw myself a skinny short worthless person so I continued cutting I cut really deep and it hurt a lot after most of them stopped to bleed I got another message

Dear soulmate please again stop cutting it's hurting me -<3 Soulmate so I stopped I put on a bathrobe and walked into my room I wasn't expecting Thomas to be there waiting I flushed a deep red and ran into my changing room and got dressed into my normal clothes a felt blood come onto my shirt it was my deep big cut I just had to hope he didn't see I walked out and he stared at me he made eye contact with the blood on my shirt and when he started to say "wow you're up early and showering at 2:00 am who does that?" I hid my arm behind my back hoping he didn't see. I swiftly replied trying to take it off his mind saying " Me I suppose and i'm always up this early *I mumbled to take my medication*" I don't think he heard though.

then he proceeded to say

"hey so what up with *he paused he noticed I had hidden the arm with the blood behind my back* you're left arm?" I said nothing I couldn't I just looked down.

Then he asked to me "Alex did you? I continued looking down that same night he took every single knife and blade I had and hid them in his room. He sent me to bed and I slept the rest of the night.

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