The untold secrets

Mix feelings

Chapter 23

It was getting dark.  Its 11:30pm.  Sammy is snoring and Alison is murmuring in her sleep “faster”.  Oh she found her mate.  It’s Gerard.  He’s a vampire.  She found him when she was helping some people.  They’re madly in love.  I kind of envy her.  She has a perfect life.  She has a loving mate.  Bella still doesn’t wake up.

I was debating for 10 minutes if I should meet up with Seth.  I put on my sweatpants and I put my over size hoodie.  It was 11:55pm.  I tippy toe down the stairs.  I passed the sleeping security.  I walked quickly to the woods.  “Seth” I whisper yelled.  “Seth” I whisper yelled for the 3rd time.  Stupid jerk.  I lightly kicked a rock and started walking back to the school.  I felt someone grab my waist roughly and I was pulled into a muscular chest.  Sparks flew everywhere.  My stomach got butterfly and my nose was fill with his minty smell.  He put his head in the crock of my neck and inhales my scent.  I shivered when he lightly blew on my ear.  “S-seth” he started making his way down my neck.  With every kiss he left a tingly sensation.  I pulled away.  I turned to face him and he looked cute.  His hair messy and his eyes shined like the stars.

“I see you came,” he said

“Why wouldn’t I come?” I said

“Cause you have a protective and possessive boyfriend” he said the word boyfriend as a disgusting thing.

“Whatever, what you want from me?” I said getting to the point.

“Well….” He said looking at me up and down.  His eyes were fill with lust.

“Ew perverted” I said and folded my arm in front of my chest.

He chuckled and smiled.  I couldn’t help but smile back.

“But seriously what you want” I asked

“I want you to know the truth,” he said

“About?” I asked

“I haven’t been myself lately” he said.

I looked at him with a confused expression.

“I-” he said but was cut of by his screams.  He screamed and grabbed his head.  He fell to the floor.  He was sweating and blood came out of his ears.  I screamed for help.  “Seth” I said repeatedly.  “Seth?” I.  I tried to pick him but he pushed me and I hit my head against a rock.  I hissed in pain.  I grabbed my head and it was bleeding.  But right now I don’t care about my self I need to help my mate.  He started screaming in pain.  I ran over to him and try to pick him up.  He’s too heavy.  His eyes turned black and he fainted.  I panicked.  I texted Gerard.

He came and he picked up Seth with some of my help.  We took Seth to his room.  His bed was neatly made.  I expected to be messy with girls posters but I won’t hypocrite like come on I look like a girly girl but I’m actually a puck, weird, and fun girl.

Gerard laid him on bed and left but before he left I made him promise me not to say anything about it.  He murmured, “It’s not me”.  He’s probably dreaming.  I walked to the door.  “Scar?” his voice broke my heart.  He sounded in pain and all I want to do is hug him and make him feels better.  I turned around.  “Could you stay?” he asked.  I thought about it.  I mean if a hot boy would ask you to stay with him what would you do? I nodded.  I took of my slippers and I took out a blanket form his drawer and I slept next to him.  He put his arms around me

For the first time ever I feel safe, I feel like I’m home.  For a second I forgot about Jarod or Beth or about the pain of losing my little brother.  Why can’t I be normal?

Why did I have to lose the only thing I have in my life? I always ask my self if I die will some one miss me?  Sometimes I feel like I’m guilty of my mom and Ian’s death?

If I would be on time or stronger I would’ve help my mom.  If I never let Ian go he’ll be with watching sponge bob and playing.  I felt a tear roll down my cheeks.  I wiped it away.

Seth must notice I was crying, he hugs me tighter.  I snuggled in closer.  He’s warm and he’s like a soft pillow.  For once in my life I felt safe and protected!

But I know when I wake up I wont feel safe.

I’m alone in this cold cruel world!!!

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