The White Wolf

Chapter 5

Chapter 5

Maybe I should have heeded Caine’s warning. Maybe I should have slept in my own home. Maybe I should have stayed away from the forest. Maybe I should have told Kendra that I didn’t want to have a birthday party in the forest, but stupid me…I never listen to good advice when I need it; or when it’s given to me. All these maybe’s, are going to get me killed one day, but today they are giving me a headache.

I walked down stairs in a pair of my loose jeans and a baggy shirt. Last night had stomped all over my heart and brain. My head was pounding and I focused on blaming Caine for what had happened. Yet still his husky voice was in head repeating him claiming me, ‘Mine.’ He had said. His breath was hot against my neck, he smelt of mint and forests. The way he held me was something I wanted to happen again, but I’ve read the stories. Falling in love and being with someone who’s your mate that doesn’t want you never ends the way you want it to.

What do I want? Do I want him to be mine? Or do I want to be alone? I want to say that all I want in life is to be alone and without him but I’ve known that’s a lie. So therefore I’m stuck with him and with loving him because if I push away him then I know that there’s not a way for me to survive. No werewolf can fully come back without the pain and scars…then again I’m not a werewolf.

“Blueberry muffin,” Malroy said, throwing a muffin at me, I caught it midair and gave him a smile. “Don’t think a muffin doesn’t mean that I’m not still mad at you, dip shit.”

I glared playfully and pushed his shoulder lightly. “You know you love me Malroy,” He grunted as he took a bite of his muffin and pushed me back. “Come on, say it,” I sang as I wiggled in my converse.

“Fine,” he said kissing my check sloppily. “I love you too, sis.” He shoved me away and grabbed his bag, throwing it over his shoulder before doing the same with mine. “And…happy birthday,” He reached behind the counter and tossed a neatly wrapped pink box at me.

“Aww,” I giggled lightly and began to tear at the paper. “You got me a present.”

“Not now, tonight.” He said taking it from me and putting it on the counter top. “After the party,”

“Then why did you even give it to me, you jerk?” I shoved him towards the door and smiled. “As soon as the party’s over,” God I forgot about my birthday party! Where was it again? Kendra never told me she said it would be a surprise…by now she’s probably annoyed still and won’t even take me to my own party. I’ll have to apologize today; maybe she’ll forgive me since it is my birthday.

People were wearing dark clothing and ears of animals to celebrate this magnificent day of Halloween. Yes, Halloween was my birthday. I was the luckiest girl ever and Halloween was day, filled with fake death and costumes and all my favorite creatures that lurk in the night. It’s the best day of the entire year!

I weaved my way passed the people in the crowded hallway and said ‘excuse me’ to the people stepping on my feet. I really do hate people. I saw Kendra a few feet away and I raised my arm to wave at her, about to yell her name when an arm thrust out in front of me and caught me square in the jaw. I fell to the ground for a moment, as stars danced in front of my eyes before I jumped up in search of the person who had done it.

Caine stood in front of me with a blank stare as a girl to my left began to laugh hysterically. I turned to face her and glared. “What the hell?” I questioned, and she gave me a small wave with a matching smirk. “Who the hell do you think you are? You can’t go around and hit me in the face like that, you evil bitch.”

“Well I saw you’re face, and guess what? It angered me.” She laughed at me loudly and I balled up a fist at my side. “I heard you’re having a party tonight, mind if I crash? I hear your Halloween parties are the die for.”

“I’ll give you something to die for,” I said taking a step towards her and pulling back my arm. Her face shifted into one of horror, but before I could give her something to really scream for, two large arms wrapped around me. I fought back as Caine pulled me away from this girl and into the secluded area of the boy’s bathroom.

“Everyone out,” He said, angrily to the boys hurrying to zip their flies at the sight of girl.

“Don’t worry about me boys,” I smirked at the hot guy taking his time to put his junk back in his pants. “I love a good show.”

Caine glared from me to the boy and grabbed him by his t-shirt, before throwing him out of the room. “What were you thinking?” He said turning back to me.

I gave a short laugh and rolled my eyes at him. “I was thinking that he’s hot,” But you’re by far, the hottest. I cursed my mind for telling the truth and turned away from him to walk to the sinks. The walls in the bathroom were covered in harsh word written in sharpie and number of girls and naughty drawings. The stalls were green and the walls looked as if they might have once been white.

“No, I’m talking about in the hallway.” He said, as I leaned against a sink and crossed my hands over my chest. His different colored eyes looked over my body as he stepped forward and stood in front of me. His hands slowing rub my thighs as he leaned forward. “Why do you hide your body so often?” Caine’s hands traveled up my thighs slowly and rubbed the soft skin showing just above my jeans.

I bit my lip while his rough hands rubbed my skin, and his scent engulfed me. He leaned forward slowly and I tilted my head to the side as he pressed his lips to my cheek. I let my hands rest on his chest as he pulled himself closer to me and I sighed as I pressed against him.

“Why do you care?” I managed as he slowly kissed his way down to my neck.

“Because you are so beautiful,” He said. Caine bit my neck softly and I felt my knees weaken as I let out a soft moan as heat rushed through me from his touch and the way his teeth bit into my skin. He laughed as he kissed my neck again. “That was hot,” He said. “If you think that was nice, imagine what it feels like to be bit in a claiming.”

“I thought you wanted me to reject you…” I said pulling him closer. “You said you didn’t want me,”

His chest rumbled as he growled and pulled me off the sink and crashed his lips into mine. For a moment I was beyond shocked that he had done it, but the minute I realized how fantastic he tasted I wrapped my arms around his neck. I pressed myself against him harder, taking in how his body felt against mine and kissing his lips harder.

His tongue pressed against the top of my bottom lip, asking for entrance and I opened my mouth allowing him inside of me. I moaned again as his tongue tangled with mine. Caine pressed me against the wall and held my hands above my head, breaking our kiss.

My heart was racing and I fought to keep my breath steady. “Mine,” He growled at me, his blue eye turning into the turquoise blue of an Alpha. I gasped as his black charcoal eye burned with a tint of red and he barred canines at me. I chewed my lower lip, anticipating his bite. “Not today,” He said lightly, almost as if it hurt to bring those words from his lips.

I watched as his eyes dimmed and his canines slowly retracted. He ran his fingers across my face and I began to feel my own thought again. “I can’t believe you did that,” I whispered. I had wanted him in the moment, I had wanted him to bite me and claim me as his. Now, now I wanted to be left alone and I wanted to breathe.

The bell rang in answer to my prayers and I shoved him aside and walked to the bathroom door. “I want you,” He said, his voice deep and strained. I stopped, with my hand on the door and turned to look at him. His dark hair was pushed away from his eyes and they dared to stare back at me. “That’s not supposed to happen.”

I scuffed and shook my head in disbelief. “It won’t happen again, trust me.” I said pushing the door open as hard as I could.

“Haven,” his whisper followed me, as tears began to fall down my face as I made the silent claim to never be with him…to reject him. 

A/N

Do you guys ever get mad at a book and just want to scream? Because I'm reading this book and the main character is doing every I'm NOT wanting to them to do! UGH! Character and their love for making me mad....Welp, I hope you enjoy this chapter!  XOXO VI XOXO