I laid with my eyes lidded happily looking down at the sleeping boy on my chest. How did we get to this point? It happened so.. fast
I smiled down at Ryo, taking in what really was this new person in my life. He was beautiful beyond compare. He was very funny and especially a smart ass, which I love competely
He's been hurt and abused, and I don't know how anyone could be angry at this perfect boy. But now I'm here, and no one will ever hurt him again
"My sister would've loved you.." I said quietly, To no one in mind, Ryo if he was listening.
What would Mack say? She would be fan girling I bet, Saying she always knew I would find someone who made me feel like.. everything in the world doesn't matter anymore. Hella gay siblings, That's what we were
He reminds me so much of her, Full of engery, funny and very spunky. I don't know if I would say I loved him yet, But I sure do like'em a lot
What do we call each other now? Friends with benefits? Boyfriends? I didn't want to worry about that, I'll just take in the moment
I ran my fingers through his perfect hair, which earned a small hum from Ryo
"Did you need something?" He hummed in a raspy morning voice.
"Nah.. You can go back to sleep if you want to, It's no problem"
"Mmmkay." He mumbled sleepily his soft brown eyes droopy.
"Do you want to go lay down in a bed? Or stay here?" I said, wanting Ryo to be comfortable
"I dont care, I just want to cuddle." He drawled out in a sleep filled voice.
"Kay" I smiled widely, Before moving and picking up Ryo bridal style to carry him to my room
I kicked the door to my room with my foot and gently set Ryo on the bed.
Ryo hummed slightly only a fourth awake.
I smiled over at Ryo, then took off my shirt. I was hot, Even though it was cool in the house
Ryo smiled slightly in his kinda but not asleep state and rubbed his eyes.
I quietly walked over to the bed, Slidding in next to Ryo and letting him get comfortable
Ryo turned over and wrapped his arms and legs around my waist like a little koala and smiled more in his sleep.
I couldn't help but let out a small 'awe'. I wrapped my arms around him, letting out a small sigh
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Everything has a action and for every action is an effect. For example
If you kill someone, You go to jail. If you don't kill that person, You don't go to jail
That's a simple rule everyone lives by. But what some people don't see if an after effect
If you killed someone, You go to jail, We all know that. But, That person's family will become upset from the loss of a loved one, And your family will become upset you are in jail or disgusted that you killed someone
So yes, Everything has a action and for every action is an effect.
I didn't think of that rule, When I left that evening. I knew that if I left, my sister would be home alone. That was my action and effect
But what I didn't think of was the after effects. The gun shots. The blood. The death.
I didn't think of the horrible danger that was in the same house as my sister, And for that the cycle of Action and effect started all over again
"You could've helped me."
I know.. I left you alone, And I couldn't save you
"You let me die."
I never wanted you to go..
"You are disgusting. You don't deserve happiness, You don't deserve Ryoeuk."
I know.. but I can't stay away from him..
"You need to wake up and realize the truth, you are useless."
I.. want to live in this dream forever.. with Ryo in it
"Mason. Wake up"
I.. don't want to
"Mason! Wake. Up."
I.. can't
"Mason!"
My eyes bursted open, All the tears that were being held back flowed rudly down my face. I blinked, Looking around as my eyes landed on Ryo
"Are you alright?" He said eyes full of worry.
"I.. What?" I shifted uncomfortablely in my place, Wiping the tears from my face
"Are you alright." He repeated worry evident in his eyes.
I looked down, embarrassed that I was sobbing loudly "Oh.. I'm sorry for waking you..."
"Dont worry about it
I rubbed my arm, Now sitting up right and looking down at the blankets "My dream was.. werid.."
"What do you mean 'weird'?" Ryo asked clearly still worried.
"You can talk to me you know." He said reasurringly.
"..."
"Mase you can trust me." Ryo said intertwining their fingers together.
I looked at I fingers together, getting that feeling in my stomach I ignored for the time he knew Ryo.
"I just.. I have lots of dreams about my sister.. it's not a big deal"
"Do you wanna talk about it Mase?" Ryo said rubbing his arm reasurringly.
The light tint of red on my face showed like a light bulb in the soft moon light "I'll tell you about it in the morning, I just wanna.."
"Hm?" Ryo questioned.
"Be close to you.. for now" I moved our hands up to my mouth, Gently kissing Ryo's hand and putting them to my chest
"O-oh." Ryo said blushing furiously but smiling anyway
I gently laid down on Ryo, Yawning softly
"You know I love you right?" He said softly his eyes droopy and tired.
I nodded slowly, feeling my body start to fall asleep
"Goodnight.. Ryo"
"Goodnight Mase."
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Chapter by Tori :3
A/N- I love my gay babies
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FanfictionOne boy who's death came a little bit too early And the other who's death won't come soon enough What would happen if their paths meet?