i get home and get on my wattpad.seeing a message from Austin Fox...
yo
hey - i say to him
then we talk about Liam and him coming over.then my mom walks in..
"what the hell..you gave a boy your address!?"
"its not like he was going to come when you werent here" i yell back
" That's what you told him to do! "
"I've learned my lesson from letting guys in the house when your not here.. why the hell would I do it again. " I yell at her..
she looks down.. choking on her words.
" get in my car! now. put the kindle down. and get your ads in the car. now" she says with a tone in her voice that scares me.
I put the kindle down and walk slowly to her car. slamming the door. she yells at me... going on about how she can't ever trust me. but I don't bother to listen.. I just sit there and stare out the window. trying to fight back the tears. but the hot tears stream down my face.. I was embarrassed. I hate crying in front of others.
we pull up to the little gas station she runs and I storm into the office. she give me no choice but to plant myself on the cold tile floor. I sit there crying silently.. she turns around and looks at me
"your at my work.. get it together and stop crying"
she walks out the door
I wait till she's out of ear shot and cry.. then she walks back in..
" stop crying.. get in the car"
I snatch the keys and go to her car and stare out the window. It's only a few minutes later till she storms out getting in the car.
"why are you so upset"
she asked me while starting the car.
" because you know I wouldn't let another guy in the house when your not here.. I'm to scared to do that. why can't you just trust me"
" because you make mistakes"
"you do to.. but I don't scream at you. "
I say snapping at her.
we pull into the apartments and I see Liam and Austin standing by the mail boxes..
"That's them"
" who's the older kid"
" It's Austin.. he's in my grade.. he's 15. "
"is he your boyfriend?"
" no!"
pshh I only wish
"can I talk to them"
"sure"
she says rolling her eyes
I hop out the car walking to them.. Liam was sitting in the grass and Austin was standing up.
"we walk 5 miles and you aren't here?"
" I got in trouble "
they step closer
"what?" LiAm asked
"I'm sorry" Austin says
"yeah it's ok. ill ask if I can hang"
I run off to my apartment.. running in
"can I hang please... they walked 5 Mike's to see me"
"ok.. call me at 7:30"
"ok"
I run out the door towards Liam and Austin... for some reason I felt scared or nervous.
"so where do you want to go" asked Liam.
"I'm new here.. I don't know what's around here"
Liam and Austin smile at each other
"let's go have some fun" Liam say as he turns to walk
