Kylo Ren x Reader Lemon And One Shots

I can't be without you!

         " Ben?" I say with a questioning look on my face. This boy changed the man Kylo Ren was the boy used to love with all my heart. My heart began to hurt when I looked at him. I was afraid of him...... afraid of my so called ex lover.

         " Y/n??? Is that really you?" he asks and looks at me more closely. He began walking towards me and I began backing up. I look at the scar on my arm from when he tried killing all the teens and children master Luke was training. I went to turn but he grabbed my arm. I looked at the man i can swear I've known my Entire Life. I ripped my arm from his grasp and i ran to catch up with my friends. A crowd surrounded my friends and i asking for autographs. 

         " Can you sing us a song????" One yells and we shake our heads pushing our way through the crowd. I sighed and they looked at me.

         " do you need a drink I know he's on your mind" Lisa asks and I nod. But i became weak and tears poured from my eyes. I fell on my knees and Cried in the middle of the market like i was a toddler. Lisa held me in her arms and Lorie went get Him. But I couldn't stop the tears from ripping themselves from inside of me. I felt Lisa's arms leave my body but instead replaced by muscular ones. I looked up to see Kylo..... no Ben and i looked down hiding my face in his soft robes.

        " shhhh" he whispered as I tried to stop my tears from falling. He smoothed my hair down and held me tightly.

        " why didn't you take me with you.... you left me there alone the only student left...... Why couldn't you have spared my brother instead of me?!?!?!?" I cried into his chest and he kissed the top of my head. I looked around and my friends had gone into a coffee shop while people looked and watched us. 

         " I did spare your brother he's very important to me. You swore to Luke you would never betray him and you told me you swore to him. He tried killing me and knowing you swore loyalty to him hurt. I couldn't take you because you would never come on free will" he says and i wipe my tears. 

          " B-but you p-promised you wouldn't leave me!" I say and he lifts my chin. He bent down softly pressing his lips against mine. 

          " And I'm never breaking this promise ever again" he says and pulls me in. 

            ( time skip to 4 years later) 

          " The answer is no" Ben says to a girl around his age obviously older than me being younger than both of them.

          " B-but i want you to be my trainer master Ren" she says and he frowns. 

         " Ray No I have an apprentice and there's only a dark lord and an apprentice!" He says shooing the girl away. She leaves and I walk in. He didn't hear me walk in because he jumped when i hugged him from behind.

         " Who's this apprentice you speak of?" I ask and he smirks. 

         " my sweet baby boy that's on the way" he says and I blushed. 

         " what would I do without you?" Ben asks and places his lips on mine.

         " well the gods put us together and I'm so thankful for that because i cant live without you" I whisper to him.