Kylo Ren x Reader Lemon And One Shots

Bloody love

I watched as the man I grew up with the loving Ben solo take the life of one of the most innocent people at camp. My eyes grew wide seeing this and I started to back away. Tears rolled down my pale cheeks and I saw Ben come closer. I tripped and fell on my bottom. I turned to face him and he kneels down infront of me. He rested his head against mine and kissed my lips. He didn't move his face away from mine but he broke the kiss.
" Come with me" he says and I grab his face.
" I can't" i say and he whimpered slightly.
"Why?" He asks looking at me with his puppy dog eyes. I simply looked at him and sighed softly.
" You're.... a murderer...." I whispered under my breath. His face grew angry and he slapped my face hard. I pushed him away with all the force I could. He had left a hand print on my cheek. I quickly went find Luke and Ben chased after me. Luke was under man rocks and I helped him out. I grabbed Luke's light saber and turned it on.
           "B-Ben back away before you get hurt" I said tear obviously falling down my cheeks.
           "Y/n please, Luke tried killing me I was only protecting myself" he said and guilt was written all over his face.
            "Ben you killed everyone how can I believe you?!" I asked and he whimpered. Stepping forward I stepped back. The saber flew from my hand as Ben moved his. I continued to back away as I ran to the edge of the tall mountain/cliff.
             "Y/n they were trained after him and he thought them the same thing they would have done that same thing he tried doing to me!" Ben yelled as he finally stud near me. Rubble started falling as he rushed towards me. The ground under me started crumbling and next thing I know I was starting to fall. I screamed and a hand grabbed my wrist. Pulling me to safety Ben held me close. He kissed my face over and over. I cried and for some reason I couldn't stop.
            "I-I love you" I whispered and he kissed the top of my forehead.
         "I love you too my dearest Y/n and I'm sorry" he whispered as I felt a deep pain in my stomach. I gasped and looked down seeing the red saber that went through my stomach. He turned it off and he held me close before I fell backwards. Laying me in his lap he played with my hair. Everything hurt and tears just continued to flow. My blood was everywhere as it dripped onto the ground. I weakly brought my hand up to his face leaving streaks of my blood on his face. Leaving me there to die, he went join the dark side
          -1 year later-
           Holding a baby in my arms I cried seeing how the young boy looked like his father.
           "My grand baby" Han Solo smiled as he gently held the boy in his arms. Kissing the three month old child's face He turned to me.
             "He thinks your dead" he said quietly and slowly contacted his son. "That'll all change soon I promise" he said.
          -1 week later- 
            "Hush little baby don't say a word momma's gonna buy you a mocking bird, and if that mocking bird don't sing, momma's gonna but you diamond ring" I sang when I heard a loud crash. Then a too familiar face walked in the room. I looked at my son and turned away from him. "And if that diamond ring turns brass, momma's gonna Buy you a looking glass, and if that looking glass gets broke, momma's gonna Buy you a billy goat" I continued singing and he stepped closer to us. I continued to hold my son close as he slept.
             "Y/n..." Ben's voice was quiet and I looked towards him. He saw the baby in my arms and he choked up. "That's my son?" He asked and I nodded. I kissed the infant's head and he let out a cute snore.
               " yeah, I found out I was pregnant the day you pulled your stunt," I whispered and the baby continued to snore. 
             "I love you"