young love

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by animebae5432

there will be talk of suicide and suicide attempts if this will affect you and any way please do not read.. you havebeen warned!!!
    " Ben, Y/n come down for training" Luke called to the young couple. While we slept soundly in each other's arms. Luke walked up the small hill and stud over us. He walked back down the hill seeing we weren't waking up. A few hours passed and we began waking up.
" I think we missed training again" I say and he laughs placing his lips on mine.
   " Happy birthday baby" he whispers giving me a beautiful promise ring.
   " What's the promise that goes with it?" I ask and he smiles.
" I promise to always love you no matter what happens between us" he says and I kiss him thanking him.
   ~ 1 year later~
   " I'm not going with you!!!" I yell ripping my arm away from his grip.
" What!?!!" Ben yells and I back up. I felt an urgency to run away from him.
" I'm not going" I say slowly backing up before slipping over a corpse. I quickly got up and Ben looked shocked. I turned and began running away. He began running after me but I was to fast for him.
   " LOVE PLEASE!" He yells and I fall to my knees. He approached me and my tears wouldn't stop falling.
   " Get away from me you.... you monster!" I screamed and he looked shocked and angry. He turned away not daring to hurt me in any way. The next day Luke sent me home to my loving queen mother. I was supposed to be married off and I can't take it anymore. It's been a year and my mother finally invited a man over to meet me. When he arrived he grabbed my ass and I kicked him out. I ran to my room and sat on my bed. I had locked my door. I grabbed my phone and I realized I still had Ben's number.
   You: I'm sorry but I love you will my soul body until death removes me from you
Ben: I didn't know you felt that way but I love you too
I grabbed my knife from my dresser and I slid it across my wrist. It hurt for a second but I can finally feel something besides emptiness. It's my 17th birthday today and I never realized life was so fucking hard. I started feeling scared when the blood didn't stop coming. My skin was pale and I couldn't move. My eyes were rolling and my mother barged into my room and started screaming. The doctors rushed in and rushed me to the hospital.
   " SHE CAN'T DIE SHE'S MY EVERYTHING!!" Ben's voice rang out and I looked around. I felt a hand touch my head.
" it's not your time darling" my dad says and I look at my pale white wings surrounding me.
" But I can't carry on" I cry and my dad kisses my head.
   " He came back for you the same day you sent that text. He was there when your mother barged in. He loves you Y/n!" He says and the white light started fading. I heard my heart beat on the monitor and I felt a large hand holding mine. My eyes opened and Ben was crying holding my hand.
   " This is all my fault if I wouldn't have destroyed everything between us thus would have never happened. She's at the point of death because of my becoming kylo ren" he cries and I use my other hand to run my hand through his dark curls.
" It's not your fault" I whisper and he looks at me. He kisses my lips harshly and pressed the nurse button. They came in along with my mother and Ben held me in his arms. This is what made me happy.... being in Ben's arms.
I will love you no matter what happens between us. Until death do us part I will love you with my body, heart, and soul. Better or worse we shall be together my heart shall always belong to you
~ from Mrs. And Mr. Solo