Katy Perry (a story if albums)

Thinking Of You

This, I'm afraid, is not an enlightening part of my life. Loss, desperation and death are main factors of this story...
My boyfriend enrolled to the army. He went off to war. For months he did well... and I was ignorant. I dated someone. Someone i didn't love as much... John. Comparisons are easily done once you've had a taste of perfection and he (my first boyfriend) was that taste. John was a piece of dust next to him. Before he left, he told me to move on. I dont know where to move on to. I guess second best is all i will know. Because when i was with John i was thinking of him. What he would do if he was the one spending nights with another girl. When John kissed me i tasted his mouth and when John pulled me in i was disgusted with myself. After 3 months i got a letter. He was MIA (missing in action). And about a week later, they found his body. He was the best and i regret how i could let myself let him go. But now the lesson's learned. My heart is crushed and he's gone, forever...