Trapped

Chapter one

Picture and music not mine!

Katrina POV

The top of Mount Abott was something people didn't really have time to come up here and admire. But I did. I admired the gigantic hole staring at me intently, coaxing me in with a slight yellow tint at the bottom. The night sky was a deep blue, white light dotted my view as the full moon shone. The winds blew my school skirt up, my tail now freely escaping it. The wind rippled through my cardigan fabric and my hair wavered in the air, like something out of an anime. My ears flattery against my head as the chills go up and down my spine, the grass tickling my ankles through my socks.

I tired sigh escapes my lips as I turn back to the hole. It was at the highest point of the mountain, where you could looked forward and see the whole city, and still be able to look down the mountain side and see an old myth of a battleground. A battle between humans and monsters. The yellow buttercups all sway rhythmically back and forth, like big, fat fireflies behind me swaying rhythmically.

I edge closer, the hole was so wide and its diameter looked like twice the size. My tail wrapped around my leg as the breeze got to them. I laughed."he didn't need me..." My presence here would always be questioned, as it is apparent that some people only believe part of the myth, between humans and monsters.

I found it such a beautiful and charming place, where I could unwind and be myself, where I don't have to plaster a fake smile, where I could sing badly to my favourite songs, or weep for my loved characters of TV or.... Fall down and stay down. The myth about this hole in the mountain, talked about how people come down here, children have come down here, to die. The first on was a while back apparently, when a child fell down and came back in a monsters body. The others just never returned, being assumed dead or missing.

I just hope the same fate would happen to me.I didn't cry, but I didn't feel numb to emotion. I just hated how I had to come here.

Flashback
It was the end of school where I saw my boyfriend chatting and laughing with his pals, I sat near reading, just minding my own business but being near my boyfriend for if he wanted to call me over to check if I am alright. Suddenly another girl came and squeezed my boyfriends ass, something that I would do to tease with him or flirt. He must've thought it was me because he turned around and kissed her, infront of me. His eyes were closed and her grabbed the girls waist pulling her closer. "RYAN!?" My book dropped and a couple of tears started to make their ways down my cheeks.

"Katrina please! I-I didn't know it wasn't you!" He tried begging. The other girl humoured and slapped me, causing me to tumble back into the wall I had pushed myself off of in the moment. "Argh!" I hold my check as the girl turned back to Ryan. "Do you love me?" She twirled her fingers around her hair as he laughed dryly. "Do you need me?" She tried to sound suggestive but this time he laughed. "No." However, I turned to see him staring at me. "W-what?" I sat crumbling. "I-I.." I could see him breaking, his eyes showed it all yet..."I don't love you, you are a freakish monstera! An abomination from some crap anime you watch!" He started to shout at me and his group of friends cheered him on.

The girl smirked and started a whole make out session when the guys talked about how he was with the most popular girl at school. He didn't want it, but he didn't want to be an outcast. Like the girl he was dating. Me. I let tears come crashing down as I just ran out and continued to run for hours to make it up here....
Flashback ends

My eyes sting with the familiar sensation of tears. I fall to my knees with a rough thud. I keep all the pain inside my body I wish I could let it out. My heart aches for the bottom of this hole. I placed my hands in the dirt, curling up my hand with fistfuls of the Earth as I looked further down into the hole, watching a few drops of water fall. I think of this hole as Alice in wonderland hole, to make it easier to jump.

"K-Kat.. W-WA-wait!!" I hear thomping footsteps against the ground, sending slight vibrations as the person draws near. I turn around, my back facing the hole with my tail dangling down dangerously, whilst my knees are covered with my hands. "What would you like, sweetheart?" I try my luck at flirting, because I don't want to jump down this hole, but I am so embarrassed, I can't go back there without knowing I would get bullied. "I-I am so so s-sorry... But b-ba...Katrina. I have to break up with you. I am with Allyiah now.. And though I may not be happy, but she can provide me normality..u-unlike you..." I knew what he was about to say would hurt. "You...you!...you freak." He hissed out, tears streaming down his face.

I stood up and smiled sadly. "It is okay Ryan, I am pure sure everyone will have normality when the only freak is 6ft under." I walk up to him and kiss him on the lips. He doesn't resist, and tries to continue it but I pull away before.

I give him one last peck on the cheek, before I turn around, and start to run towards the hole. "Katrina? K-katrina! No!" I push myself off of the ground and jump high into the air, the abyss below bellowing in evil laughter. "Katrina! Please! I love you!" I turn so I am facing the clouds. "How could he love a freak like me?" My whisper goes unheard as the wind brings my hair flapping around in my face, my teal eyes cloud over with black as a hard thud rings out and I'm alone to consume the rest of the darkness left to cloud my mind.

Unconscious.

I hope this is going to be better sooo. Stay tuned? Bye~