Fondness 》fillie

15

 FINN

i stayed up all night worrying about Sadie and Millie,they were both upset

it was about 7 in the morning and it was Saturday

i got up and paced around 

"i should have listen to Millie" i said 

i knocked over every from my dresser

"whoa whats all the fuss about?" i heard 

i turned to the door and it was Sadie

"Sadie?" i said 

i ran up to her and gave her a hug 

i pulled away 

"uh" she said 

"sorry,after the party you left and i thought the worst" i said "were's Millie" i asked 

"uh shes at home,shes not feeling to well and shes also upset" she said 

"well i have to see her" i said 

-

i walked by Millie's window and threw a rock 

i climbed it and peered into her room

she was laying down on her bed 

i opened the window and climbed in

"Millie" i whispered

i kept saying her name until she woke up 

she saw me and then faced the other way

"Millie why are you mad?" i asked 

she just faced the other way and stayed quiet 

"ok fine don't tell me but i'm not leaving" i said,i sat down on her bed and waited

"we shouldn't have went to the party Finn,every one was so drunk and crazy. there was this boy he asked me if i wanted to dance...i said yes and we danced and then he brought me to a room and he wanted to make out but i had control over my self even though i was drunk so i pushed him away and left. if i had drank more he could have had control over me and made out with me" she said still facing the other way

"Millie i'm sorry"

she sat up and turned to me

"its ok,i mean there's nothing to be sorry for" she said 

she scooted closer to me and rested her head on my chest

"Finn i love you,thanks for not kissing for Sophia" she said 

"i love you to" i said 

-

we went to the park and sat down on the swings,

the rest came

"thought we'd maybe find you guys here" Sadie said 

"well you did" Millie said 

"guys im sorry we all went to the party" i said 

"no its my fault" gaten said 

"its all of our faults because we decided to go" Noah said 

"well now we know that their party's are better then ours,by a lot" gaten said 

i chuckled 

"yeah"

"i cant believe they had fucking cocaine" gaten said "i like drugs but i'm not a fucking crack head" he added 

Sadie laughed 

"crack head house" she said laughing 

we all laughed 

"have you guys ever though what life would be like with out each other?" Sadie asked  

i looked down 

"no,you guys are such a big part of me and i could never imagine my life with out you guys i could also never imagine losing you guys" Millie said 

i looked at her and smiled 

"same" i said 

"we have such a good friends ship its crazy and also scary because sometimes you guys know each other better then you know your self and its funny because that when you know were true friends,there's no going back" Sadie said 

"i love you guys and i don't know what i would do with out you guy" Caleb said 

"yeah me too" Noah said

"me three" gaten said 

Millie laughed 

"me four" she said

i looked at her with fondness,god i love her

"we should do something tonight" Sadie said

"not another fucking party" gaten said 

"aw were's you spirit animal?no but we should go to like the mall or the zoo" Sadie laughed 

her smile faded away and we felt sad vibes

"i say we go to the mall" Millie said 

"i agree" Noah

"ok then mall it is" i said 

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im sorry i have been writing short chapters i normally write like 1136 words or more