Solangelo

Chapter one

Hey, this is my first book so please don't judge. I am kinda going at this blindly so I'm not sure what's gonna happen in this book but I know it's gonna be solangelo. I'll also try to post often I love writing so they will be semi long chapters IMPORTANT this book will have mentions of  eating disorders, self harm, possible confusion on gender identity, possible Smut, and possibly some more I will try to warn you before each chapter if there may be somthing triggering. Without further ado...
Nico's POV
"What do you think your doing?" It has been a week after the war with Gaea and I still can't get rid of Will Solace. Ahh Will with his blue eyes and sandy blonde hair and sweet voice that makes my heart... no..what am I talking about? I am currently half outside of the infirmary. Meaning I have on leg dangling out the window. "Shit" I say "I mean..I....ummm"
"Language!!" Will says as he walks across the room "it's your fault you have to stay an extra 4 day. You should have told me about the cuts from the wolves sooner" he exclaimed as he grabbed my hand pulling me back into the infirmary. I pulled away with a sour look on my face. "Sorry I know you don't like people touching you but if your gonna go climbing out the window then you are gonna have to expect I'm gonna have to pull you in" Will said chuckling. I blushed realizing that I must have looked stupid with one leg out the window. "Whatever" I muttered looking down at my feet. "Anyways your getting out tomorrow, I don't know what the big deal is spending one more night." I looked up at him me being 5'5 and him being 6 foot. "I'm going to go get your dinner. Don't go jumping out any windows while I'm gone" he said laughing. "I'm not making any promises" I said sarcastically trying to cover up the fact that I was NOT looking forward to dinner. He chuckled and closed the door. I walked to the bathroom of my small room in the infirmary grabbing a pair of pajama pants on my way. When I got into the bathroom I took off my black jeans revealing the cuts all over my legs I somehow managed to hide from Will all week. I touched a fresh one wincing as my finger made contact. I pulled on my red and black plaid pajama pants and took off my black Fall Out Boy hoodie revealing a black t shirt with a skull on it. I folded up the hoodie and then removed my shirt to then reveal a well bandaged wound. I looked in the mirror I was pail white and you could see my ribs. I know it isn't healthy but I can't stand eating. Every time I do I throw up. I am not sure why all I know is it's somthing called anorexia. I learned about it while I was trying to figure out why I couldn't eat. Its not only that I can't eat it's that I have no desire to almost like I want to see how thin I can get. I am always hungry it's like I'm not obsessed with being empty but afraid of being full (I heard this some where I'm not sure where but it's not mine please tell me if you know who it's from so I can give them credit xoxo)
I felt tears running down my face snapping me back to reality. I put my shirt on and grabbed my hoodie and jeans leaving the bathroom. I placed my things in a bag that I had brought with some clothes Because Will refused to let me leave.
Just then I heard a knock at the door. "Can I come it" I heard Wills voice say. "Do I really have a choice" I replied grabbing my phone off of the a table along with my headphones. I heard Will open the door and looked over seeing him with 2 plates food. One filled to the brim and the other filled with a normal amount of food. I looked at the larger plat know If was for me and knowing I would only be able to eat a few bites.