Solangelo

Chapter Six

Heyyyy, sorry its been like a week i have been busy with school this is kinda bad but i hope you like it. Trigger warning there is a lot of crying and some mentions of suicide. Hope you enjoy

Will's POV

I dropped the phone on the bed and ran to the door. (It had already been about 4 minutes) I knocked loudly on the door and paused for a minute. No response. I knocked louder and this time and yelled out his name "Nico!!". Still silence. I grabbed my key, which I had because I work there, and fumbled with the lock. Finally I got it open and sadly saw what I expected. Nico wrapped a towel around himself quickly before I saw anything. But bad news on his part was that blood still dripped down to his ankle. "What the hell Will!!!" he yelled which was probably the longest and loudest sentence i had heard from him so far. He looked at me furiously, but that was nothing compaired to the look i was giving him. He had the audacity to scold me when he was in here harming himself deliberatly. "Your one to be talking." I said pointing to the blood still running down his leg. He looked down ashamed at the blood and older scars. "Nico." I said in a much softer voice. "I understand your in pain... I get" The change in tone made him look up but he still looked pissed at me. "You would never understand..." he mumbled as he looked back down. I noticed a few tears run down his cheek making me want to cry as well. Somthing about seeing him so hurt makes me want to comfort him as i did last night. I walked closer to him and tried to wrap my arms around him but he backed away. "Could you just leave me alone" he snapped walking to the counter and putting on his shirt. He looked at me expectantly obviously wanting me to leave so he could change and go, but i wasn't leaving. "No" i said. He looked surprised and pissed but also in extreme pain. I focused on his pain giving me every reason to stay. "What?" he said furiously tears running down his cheeks but it was still red with anger. "No, im not leaving you. We need to talk, im not leaving you in this state."

"STATE" he shouted "Its more than a fucking state Will!!" tears still fell from his cheeks but in a faster more consistent stream now. "im dying, and im terrified, everything that ever happens ends up failing for me, nothing makes me happy and for some reason im still fucking alive. I have no idea why."

I looked down at him.

BRO I understand this is a serious scene but im short as fuck and i can relate to Nico on a personal level everyone looks down on my like im fucking 5 foot like tf??

I could feel a tear run down my cheek. "Nico, Your not alone im here for you, I will always be here for you nico, always,....I-" I walked over to him and held him in my arms once more he melted into me and i slowly sat down to keep from dropping im. I placed a kiss on his temple.

" I love you" his sobbing quieted for a second and he looked up at me teary eyed. "How?" he said tears running down his cheeks again. i pulled him closer "How could i not" i said. He snuggled his head into my chest and sobbed "I love you too Will" he sobbed.