Chapter five

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Hey so this may be really shitty but I am tired and didn't feel like editing this but here you go I will try to get chapter 6 up tomorrow.
Nico's POV
I walked into the bathroom still blushing at what Will had said. Now don't get me wrong I slept in the same bed as him last night and he as seen me shirtless many times to change my bandages this week but me being a teenage boy with a crush my face turns beat red every time anything semi embarrassing happens.
I closed the door and walked over to the vanity. I looked in the mirror, my hair was sticking in all directions, my eyes were puffy and red, and I had dark bags under them.
Hey, so umm there is gonna be some self harm in this section with quite a bit of description or at least more than any past chapters so just be prepared, xoxo 💋
I took off my pants to reveal my cuts once more. Some were scabs, some were red scars, and some were light pale scars. I examined them for a moment then opened the medicine cabinet. There was a small medical kit containing many things I opened it up looking for two things in particular. The first one was alcohol pads, and the second was medical scissors, I found them both and closed the medicine cabinet. I took a cloth and wiped off the blade to sanitize it from the last time I used it aka yesterday. I then walked over to the toilet and sat down. I opened the scissors and dragged them across a empty patch of skin. The scissors made a straight shallow cut along my leg. Blood ran from the cut down my leg I continued this for about 10-15 cuts until I was satisfied. I was used to having a razor blade witch made deeper cuts but I had to work with what I had. Next I put away the tools throwing away the scissors becouse I didn't want someone to use them after my blood was on it.
Finally I took off my shirt and removed my bandage throwing it in the trash. I walked over to the shower and turned it on, dried blood still on my leg. When it warmed up I place one foot in before I heared a pounding at the door. I froze confused as to why someone was knocking. I had only been in here for 4 minutes at the most being quick with my cuts. "Nico!" I heard Will's voice yell from the other side of the door. I didn't answer. What if he knew. I wasn't ready to tell him about my cutting. But that didn't matter becouse the next thing I knew will had opened the door with his key. I had just enough Time to grab a towel to rap around my lower zone before Will walked in. But sadly not enough time to wipe off the blood that has run down my leg.

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