Wasted time (Dean x reader)

Part 3

PS IM VERY SLEEP DEPRIVED SO I ADDED TOO MANY NOTED N BADDD GRAMER LMAOOO BYE

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RECAP:
Reader was killed by hounds
Dean has all the feels for them
Reader is back bb
ANGST/ DEPRESSION/ GUILT FOR DEANO
:) JUST CALL ME KRIPKE

DEANS POV:

"(Y/N)"?

I was stuck, i couldn't move.

It couldn't be her. Its a demon fucking with us.

(Oooo Abbie dropped an F bomb)

I was filled with so much rage but i didn't want to attack because... what if praying finally paid off?

She put on a soft, (Y/N) like smile.

She don't like small places
Give her highways and byways
And don't get stuck in her head

She walked slowly toward me, arms open and i dropped my guard. I had to touch her again.

( ;) ) (ok Abbie no, this is a sad story hush)

Ready to hold her, i put my arms out to mirror her, but i was met with a hard punch to the jaw

"Wha-"

"WHAT ONE OF YOU IDIOTS DID IT? HUH." She screamed pointing at us in a motherly like style. "NO, NO I DONT WANT THAT ANSWERED FIRST. WHAT ONE OF YOU DECIDED IT WOULD BE FUN TO JUST NOT SALT AND BURN ME? HMM? WHAT THE HELL DUDES."

"(Y/N)... you're back?" Sam said, still in a state of shock.

"No shit Sherlock, and I'm pissed."

"Please..." was all i could seem to say, what the hell is going on.

"W-we couldn't (Y/N)... we just... couldn't." Sam said, looking her over, eyes full of adoration.

She started to cry and sat down on the floor, through her hands she sobbed out,
"I told you to let go. How many times did i tell you to let go? Now... what one of you did it? Who brought me back?"

"I tried to... so did Sam. But, we couldn't. We didn't do it." I said slowly.

"Save me the bull shit Dean."

I knew she was angry and the context was bad, but God, to hear her say my name again made me crumble.

I stated to tear up too, crouching down to her level, "im telling you the truth." I said, staring into the eyes i had been waiting to see for what seems like a lifetime.

She jumped suddenly and i finally got the embrace i was expecting from before.

"Dean..." she said again

I pulled away and stared into her face. I couldn't move. I was going to do it. I was going to tell her everything i wish i had-

"Sam, oh my God"

She ran and hugged him tightly and he held her close and stroked her head lightly, like they use to do when they would console each other.

I knew he was my brother, but it hurt me somewhere deep down.

(...... ;) ) (STOP IT)

I coughed a bit, and they looked at me, slightly confused.

"Ya know, we weren't expecting you. We might have cleaned up a little." I joked nervously.

WHY ARE YOU SO AWKWARD my head screamed at me over and over again.

Thank God she laughed. Oh my God.