Yes? Mr.Mahone

18.

To start with I woke up in a hospital bed with a sleeping Noah next to me and a sleeping Austin in the chair next to me. I call for Austin but it sounded faint and my head was hurting. "Austin." I called again grabbing his hand.

He woke up yawning before looking at me. His eyes widened."oh my god babe!" He said in a raspy voice.i didn't know what to say or do so I started crying😭... I never would of thought he would stick around with a girl like me. I mean look at me I'm a walking disaster.

"Everything's going to be okay. You dad was arrested, and so was this other boy but carter you need to know something you have a brother and sister. But do you know anyone named Jake?"

I felt my insides melting not in a good way either. "Y-y-yes he-he raped m-me" I stuttered. "W-why? His eyes looked away from me for a moment his face turning a bright red. Anger flowed through him I didn't need to know what he looked like when he was angry.

"He's you're brother." He whispered quietly. I didn't know what to say instead I closed my eyes to keep myself from crying in front of him."Austin, c-can we take a t-test to see I-if I'm n-or pregnant." He kissed the top of my head before squeezing my hand.

"Are you sure he didn't use a condom?" He asked still not looking directly in the eyes. I mumbled a I'm not sure before letting the tears roll down my face.

-----2 hours later------

Austin left to take care of his mother. Mama mahone... He told me before he left leaving Noah here with me because he wants to stay, that his mother wants to meet me. To be honest I'm scared. What if she doesn't like me? I mean look at me I'm a wreck....

I just was just kidnapped, raped,beaten, and after all that I em up in the hospital afraid of what Mama mahone might think I me.... I'm really not myself then anymore. I never used to care about what people thought of me, we'll maybe I did I just used my sarcastic self as a defensive mechanism.

"Carter." Noah mumbled next to me burying his head into my chest, with his arm wrapped around my waist protectively. He's like Austin, so much like him it somewhat makes me happy. "Yeah honey?" I looked down at him his eyes drooping looking tired as ever. "I luv you." He whispered closing his eyes. I run my hand across the side of his head brushing his hair out of he way. "I love you too Noah." I kiss the top of his head as he fell into a deep sleep.

I never thought I would say the words "I love you" to Noah or Austin. The more I think about it the more I realized Austin has changed me in ways that I never thought would happen to me.

I never thought I would say this but I am.....

I'm in love with Austin mahone.