I never hated you like I do right now ~ Noah Cyrus
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Aliyah Marie
Ever since Mateo has been bringing Cleo here, I've been crying non stop
The way they look so happy with each other, and I have been feeling suicidal
But y'know that's kinda hard when you've got a bus full of people watching you, so your ex boyfriend doesn't try to put his hands on you
His mom came and all he did was act as if she wasn't even there, all he did was laugh in her face
Nobody can make him STOP he's unstoppable
Right now I was in my bunk, again crying my soul away, but it was silent cry's
I looked at them and frowned, why can't he be happy with me like that?
Why does it have to be somebody else? maybe he's just tired of me now, maybe I'm unattractive now or something
But I can never get over him, he means too much
Klondike, or Jasmine...as I learned her real name walked over to me
"Wifey, get up.. you have to stop crying over that boy"she said
"I canttt Jasmine, I've tried"I cried
Ayleo walked over, they have been the main people helping me, along with everyone else.. They just do alittle more
"What's wrong with her?"he asked
"She won't stop crying, and she refuses to leave this bunk"Jasmine sighed
He nodded"ight"he said
Then he picked me up and lifted me over his shoulder
"Let me goooooo!"I cried
"No"he said
He took me into the living room, then he sat me on one side of key and sat on the other side of me
"Wassup liyah"everyone said
"Hi guys"I say dryly
"Who's that?"Cleo asked
"Shutup bi-"I started but key cupped his hand over my mouth
"Uhh I'm sorry, she has a potty mouth"he said
"Key I'm not damn six years old, I know when I want to fucking cuss, and right now is the fucking time"I raged
"Shutup Aliyah"Mateo spat
"Why didn't you kill me Mateo?"I groaned
"What?"he said
"I said why.didnt.you.kill.me.mateo"I repeated slowly
"Why the fuck would I have killed you"he asked
"Just shutup, if you won't do it I'll do it myself"I rolled my eyes
"No the fuck you will not"Jasmine butted in
"Aliyah I wish you fucking would"Ayleo said
"You ain't doing that shit"Renzell said
"What? I'm confused"Cleo said
"Shutup bitch"I spat "damn it felt good to say that shit"I sighed smiling
"What did I do?"she said
"I'm sorry, you ain't do shit, that lightskinned bitch behind you did everything"I rolled my eyes
