Ben Simmions

•Chapter 21

3 weeks

Ben

I've been calling Khaliah day in and day out. I've been to her dorm multiple times and she is never there.

I don't know what happened or what is going on, but I would like to know the mother of my child and my child is okay.

These past few weeks I've been thinking, and thinking, and thinking. I was stupid for saying what I said. My mom would have smacked the hell out me if she knew I told a girl to abort a child.

Now, I want Khaliah to know that. I'm 21 what I said was silly, but what is worst is her dodging me.

I'm 10 minutes from her dorm

"Hello," I said into the phone, but was sent to voicemail. "Khaliah stop fucking ignoring me."

Khaliah

I've just been sitting around getting fat. Eating, peeing, and throwing up is what my days consist of. Haven't been to class since last week.

I declined Ben's number once again. Like nigga get off my line I have nothing more to say to your ass.

Now I feel like he just used me for sex, and sex, and sex. I mean hearing him say what he said made me realize I can't trust anybody. Not a damn soul.

"Who is it?" I asked as someone knocked on the door.

Stephanie wasn't here. Oh! Probably my pizza.

I opened the door with pure excitement until I was greeted by Ben's face.

"What?" I said sitting down lighting up a blunt.

"What?! Since, when do you smoke? And why are you smoking with my child in your fucking stomach?" He said putting my blunt out.

"You literally gave me a hint to kill my child. I'm just helping us both out," I said reaching for my lighter.

"KHALIAH STOP." He screamed pinning me to the couch.

"For what Ben? I fucked up Ben. I let a NBA player feed me lies and pick at my brain," by now we both were yelling.

"What lies? I never lied to you."

"You said I was the only girl you wanted, and you wanted a family with me. Hard to fucking tell when you said what you said that day," I said trying to get out his grip.

"Khaliah I was in the fucking moment. I'm youn--," I cut him off.

"And I'm younger. You're just an irresponsible little bitch," I said.

"Khaliah stop, stop talking like that."

"Get out Ben. Whatever I decide to do is my decision," I spoke.

He was hesitant, but got up and left.

I walked to my room while crying. I can't take this anymore. 4 months ago who would have predicted this would be my life?

I grabbed my phone seeing Ben posted a Twitter tweet.

@BenSimmons25: first time I cried in awhile😴.

I heard Stephanie come through the door, but I don't care.

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