Hey guys it's been a while. So much has happened and I can't possibly sum it up for you guys.
All I wanted to say is that when I write this I don't want you guys to worry about me, so please don't.
I've been having terrible thoughts again and they won't go away, I've been sleeping terribly, I have little to no emotion, it's driving me insane.
I've spoken to my friends and I know they help but for some reason nothing is helping anymore. I've gone down to not even telling my best friends anything because I don't want to drain the of their positivity.
I don't know what to do, but all I know is that you guys don't have to worry about me anymore.
Thanks for being so supportive.
Happy New Year
